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Monday, February 28, 2005

Ozzie..

the results were out today.. had a match also. the match was against bedok green. can't remember the score.. but we won, playing dunman high on thursday. didn't get to play today. half-way thru the match, He shen came by with the scores of lisa, jang and vic. i so wanted to called the moment i knew the scores.. but the game was going on.. after the match ended went straight to change and went to the hall.. this yr's result was like the best so far.. MSG was like 2.29 and L1R5 was 10.7 average.. really gd.. went to look for them at 4A.. expected, jang was jumping up and down screaming.. didn't see lisa.. elicia, joy, shi hui, nies, bern all their results were gd.. esp e. kel was jumping up and down also.. saw ed, je, jo..yanz. got quite a few cry also lar.. nies was scary..hai.. silly woman. my cousin got 8 for results.. congrats peepz!!

Friday, February 25, 2005

finally..

com's finally back to normal..and hopefully it'd stay that way.. hmm.. there was a match yesterday, against Ngee Ann. They were like wearing pink! eekz.. haha.. anyway, we won them.. but it wasn't well played. the score wasn't much of a difference compared to the previous matches. had training after the match so couldn't go for prayer meeting. Ran on the treadmill for 15 mins and skipped 500 times. [i think] went to see the doc in the evening.. i think this yr's been like frequent visits to the doc man.. all cos of throat infection. But the recent case worse.. throat infection till it became ear infection. cos the phlegm or something like that blocked my eustachian tube, causing the ear drum to bulg outwards. then whenever i swallowed saliva or yawn, my ear would be extremely pain. got medicine for throat as well, which was drowsy one.. makes me really wanna sleep in class. when i got up the next day, my ear was like totally blocked, couldn't really hear in one ear for a while. the medicine was also like a big no-no cos of match and trainings. was given mc, but if dun go, the coach sure ask a lot of questions one. Coach's weird man.. he obviously keeps thinking i'm like very negative, say i very pessimistic. i'm like juz training, having that kind of no expression face then also very tired and drowsy le.. then he think so much.. lol. Speaking of tired, i'm like feeling so lethargic this whole wk, sleeping at timings like 6pm, 8 plus..which is very early. however, i take a rather long time to actually fall asleep. [one reason is due to the irritating mosquitoes.] it's like i'd be tossing and turning or when i'm half asleep, my parents would come into my room and i'd just sit up defensively as if protecting myself against intruders or attackers. i'm not paranoid or anything.. juz having disrupted sleep. = [ hai.. so, sorry if anyone has been experiencing my bad moods or mood swings.. i'm losing my apetite too...

training today was okay i guess.. the guys had a match against chung cheng. they lost. didn't take note of the score. skipped 400 times today, ran 20 rounds and did drills.. it was pretty lax today? considered.. went to watch the netballers play, against dunman. hui jie injured her knee. my twin played, my darling didn't play. after the match, ms tay, mei mei and denise acompanied hui jie to the hospital to check.. she's okay le lar.. so i heard.. = )

actually feeling tired..well, i dun exactly know if i'm tired not actually..

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

cranky com..

it's so dumb.. com's down.. now using the one at my mum's office. hmm.. played against TKGS yesterday. The score was like 105 to 6.. a bit shocking ya? anyway, got to play a bit more in this game. Shi hui was shooting free throw and laughing at the same time lor.. at that time, we were like 99 pts alreadi lar.. then she say dun be so bad. -.- the TKGS girl who was beside me was like jia you jia you, going to hit 100 le.. -.- they put up a gd fight lar.. was giving their best all the way. after the match, the sec 3s stayed back to train. 100 three-pointers and 100 free throws each. and today, my whole upper body's like aching totally.. -.- lolz.. then today S told coach that tmr got test so didn't haf training in the end. coach wanted us to do gym and running actually.. had chem pract after school today, together with jennifer and joyce. i was like totally screwing up the whole experiment man.. didn't get my things and order of doing it right. if it was SPA, i'd haf failed terribly.. haha. it was quite alrite in the end, with the help of the lab technician though. Ms tay wasn't there, had chem tutorial. anyway, today was quite ok lar.. except was very sleepy during bio.. now still sleepy though.. but still got loads of stuff to do..

Thursday, February 17, 2005

i'm so very irritated..

i'm so very irritated.. that i feel like a complete stranger to myself.. hai.. so irritated.. one thing i know that i'm irritated at would be my com..it juz refuses to work properly.. = i'm like irritated to the point where i wan to punch the concrete wall wif my bare fist or juz basically smash things or shout like nobody's business.. man i'm irritated!!! irritating feeling, irritating me..irritating everything!!! ARGH!!! i so wanna shut myself out from the world.. not a very gd thing to do though..hmmm..

Had a match today..against east spring sec.. hmm.. the score was 67 to 14. The difference's the same as the match against chung cheng.. missed chem and maths lessons.. was supposed to have bs today..but jang got stuff on.. also dun tire her out lar.. hmm.. smsed with jo.. wanted to eat out..then eat alone a bit..erm.. i like dun even wan to be alone anyway.. came home, watched touched by an angel.. then now blogging..juz hoping that the com won't die on me.. sch was okay today i guess.. nth much ba.. met ms kartini during recess to find out how to use the GPS thingy to compile data from counting trees.. partner for next wed to count the trees would be andy.. juz realised that in class hor, i could like hardly concentrate on anything today.. despite slping like 10 hrs yesterday.. juz feel so lethargic and not doing anything.. = (

Monday, February 14, 2005

Changes..

today's v-day.. so, wish all peepx happy valentine's day.. juz read yanz' blog.. agree man.. hai.. things haf taken a big twist around here. ppl are like slowly disappearing out of my life. hopefully not.. miss loads of ppl greatly. = [ well, life.. haha..

got prezzies from peepx..mainly from class ppl lar. jen and my darling pui yee also gave me. = ] thankies!! love ya guys loads! today also yingz' bdae.. so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha.. had a mtach against chung cheng tday. netballers also had match, against st' hildas. our match was dragged cos the others started late.. saw bern's cousin play.. didn't really play today..expected.. lolz.. but that's not the pt. won chung cheng 63 -10. close to the target that nies predicted/guess.. [wadeva] anyway, the game was played rather ok i guess.. then the day in sch was like ended wif us running the quart 16 times.. hmm.. netballers now.. this match was a crucial one for them.. cos it determined if they could go on to the next round. Praise the Lord!! haha.. they won 31 - 20!! great!! haha. = D yea!! my twin played!! lolz.. hmm..i think i missed quite a no. of their matches man.. cos either training or got wadeva thingy.. haiya.. but nvm..lolz.. they got in!! haha.. but my darling nv get to play.. also gd lar, she sick.. muz rest more and play better next time! = ] jia you netballers!!!

hmm.. i wanted to blog sumthing one.. but i forgot.. oh man..

Monday, February 07, 2005

Determination makes a difference

The very hint of solitude
Diminishes my life
Dragging me into a hole
With the simplicity of night
Your persistency clothed me
In cloaks of thoughtful mourning
Utterly detestable!!
Stay away from me!!

Searching desperately
For a glimpse of light
That distinct ray of hope
Won't you just ignite!
How i wish...
Deep inside...

Leave!
That's my command
Out!
Of my life

finally got hold of my poem.. surprisingly, my lit teacher was able to show me another perspective of this poem.. i've nv really thought of it.. juz watched the video amelia created.. lovely man..wanna cry le..realised that i missed out on loads of stuff.. i'll nv want to forget 2G '04.. it's so total laughter and smiles.. wonderful.. did some paintings today.. there are seriously too many things in life.. too many..

Friday, February 04, 2005

sorry peepx!!

hey guys..really sorry for not blogging for such a long time.. was either busy or didn't feel like doing so.. well, school's been rather alrite till now.. got loads of job to do le..NYAA coordinator, which i'm also very irritated by it as Alvin Kang and Liau Zi Qi still haven got back to me bout the NYAA file.. and i dun haf time to meet up wif the pple i'm in charge of.. silly rite.. hai.. monitress also..temporary one.. which apparently, i dun think that anyone else wanna be? well, decided on the class tee design today lar..basically it was kinda chaotic? cos everyone's like rushing off for ccas.. hopefully can get it before CNY? oh no...!!! then which class tee am i like supposed to wear.. 2G or 3C? oh no...!!!!

okies..i shall do a quick and short review on days since my last entry..which was like my bdae.. erm, basically, got great teachers like mdm ho, ms tay.. Praise the Lord for that.. haven failed any tests so far.. heh.. dun wan to anyway.. erm, struggling wif maths as usual.. other subjects, kinda getting the hang of it already? yea.. kinda.. didn't go for training yesterday and today.. didn't feel well.. totally.. got these achy knees, that kind of feeling that you get when u have fever..and like got sumthing stuck in my throat like that.. when i got home yesterday, i was so lethargic and then i juz lay down to rest at 5.30pm and ended up sleeping till like 6am the next day! thank God i didn't have any hw... i juz couldn't get up lor.. even after like dunno how many attempts by my mum.. it was like weird today lar.. keep gettting these sudden chills then hotness..one min my hands and feet freezing, the next min okay again.. mind you, the person beside me was like perspiring and it was such a hot day! yesterday also..lol.. dunno how i managed to survive with a jacket on the whole day.. come to think of it.. crazy!! well, gonna see the doc later.. was like juz saw him last wk? ya.. think so.. oh ya, went to count trees on wed..haha.. sounds weird rite.. for geog project..went round like the whole school.. there are approx. 79 matured trees. seems like a lot.. but looks pathetic actually.. and the air quality in our sch's so polluted!! eewww.... [research shows that..] okies.. digressing a bit there.. oh ya.. came up wif a poem in like 5 mins today.. will post it someday.. feel so poetic all of a sudden.. haha. listening to the song "25 mins" now.. i'm falling in love with literature juz like so suddenly.. haha.. well, that's bout it i think.. summarised so far alreadi..

nies finally replied my mail!! after like one month..haha.. busy woman.. oh ya, Happy Birthday Jang! not that you'd read my blog but.. ya.. heh. well, hope can blog really soon lar.. will make time.. sumhow.. hehe. = ]


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MSG was like 2.29 and L1R5 was 10.7 average.. really gd.. went to look for them at 4A.. expected, jang was jumping up and down screaming.. didn't see lisa.. elicia, joy, shi hui, nies, bern all their results were gd.. esp e. kel was jumping up and down also.. saw ed, je, jo..yanz. got quite a few cry also lar.. nies was scary..hai.. silly woman. my cousin got 8 for results.. congrats peepz!! Monday, February 28, 2005 · Friday, February 25, 2005 finally.. com's finally back to normal..and hopefully it'd stay that way.. hmm.. there was a match yesterday, against Ngee Ann. They were like wearing pink! eekz.. haha.. anyway, we won them.. but it wasn't well played. the score wasn't much of a difference compared to the previous matches. had training after the match so couldn't go for prayer meeting. Ran on the treadmill for 15 mins and skipped 500 times. [i think] went to see the doc in the evening.. i think this yr's been like frequent visits to the doc man.. all cos of throat infection. But the recent case worse.. throat infection till it became ear infection. cos the phlegm or something like that blocked my eustachian tube, causing the ear drum to bulg outwards. then whenever i swallowed saliva or yawn, my ear would be extremely pain. got medicine for throat as well, which was drowsy one.. makes me really wanna sleep in class. when i got up the next day, my ear was like totally blocked, couldn't really hear in one ear for a while. the medicine was also like a big no-no cos of match and trainings. was given mc, but if dun go, the coach sure ask a lot of questions one. Coach's weird man.. he obviously keeps thinking i'm like very negative, say i very pessimistic. i'm like juz training, having that kind of no expression face then also very tired and drowsy le.. then he think so much.. lol. Speaking of tired, i'm like feeling so lethargic this whole wk, sleeping at timings like 6pm, 8 plus..which is very early. however, i take a rather long time to actually fall asleep. [one reason is due to the irritating mosquitoes.] it's like i'd be tossing and turning or when i'm half asleep, my parents would come into my room and i'd just sit up defensively as if protecting myself against intruders or attackers. i'm not paranoid or anything.. juz having disrupted sleep. = [ hai.. so, sorry if anyone has been experiencing my bad moods or mood swings.. i'm losing my apetite too... training today was okay i guess.. the guys had a match against chung cheng. they lost. didn't take note of the score. skipped 400 times today, ran 20 rounds and did drills.. it was pretty lax today? considered.. went to watch the netballers play, against dunman. hui jie injured her knee. my twin played, my darling didn't play. after the match, ms tay, mei mei and denise acompanied hui jie to the hospital to check.. she's okay le lar.. so i heard.. = ) actually feeling tired..well, i dun exactly know if i'm tired not actually.. Friday, February 25, 2005 · Tuesday, February 22, 2005 cranky com.. it's so dumb.. com's down.. now using the one at my mum's office. hmm.. played against TKGS yesterday. The score was like 105 to 6.. a bit shocking ya? anyway, got to play a bit more in this game. Shi hui was shooting free throw and laughing at the same time lor.. at that time, we were like 99 pts alreadi lar.. then she say dun be so bad. -.- the TKGS girl who was beside me was like jia you jia you, going to hit 100 le.. -.- they put up a gd fight lar.. was giving their best all the way. after the match, the sec 3s stayed back to train. 100 three-pointers and 100 free throws each. and today, my whole upper body's like aching totally.. -.- lolz.. then today S told coach that tmr got test so didn't haf training in the end. coach wanted us to do gym and running actually.. had chem pract after school today, together with jennifer and joyce. i was like totally screwing up the whole experiment man.. didn't get my things and order of doing it right. if it was SPA, i'd haf failed terribly.. haha. it was quite alrite in the end, with the help of the lab technician though. Ms tay wasn't there, had chem tutorial. anyway, today was quite ok lar.. except was very sleepy during bio.. now still sleepy though.. but still got loads of stuff to do.. Tuesday, February 22, 2005 · Thursday, February 17, 2005 i'm so very irritated.. i'm so very irritated.. that i feel like a complete stranger to myself.. hai.. so irritated.. one thing i know that i'm irritated at would be my com..it juz refuses to work properly.. = i'm like irritated to the point where i wan to punch the concrete wall wif my bare fist or juz basically smash things or shout like nobody's business.. man i'm irritated!!! irritating feeling, irritating me..irritating everything!!! ARGH!!! i so wanna shut myself out from the world.. not a very gd thing to do though..hmmm.. Had a match today..against east spring sec.. hmm.. the score was 67 to 14. The difference's the same as the match against chung cheng.. missed chem and maths lessons.. was supposed to have bs today..but jang got stuff on.. also dun tire her out lar.. hmm.. smsed with jo.. wanted to eat out..then eat alone a bit..erm.. i like dun even wan to be alone anyway.. came home, watched touched by an angel.. then now blogging..juz hoping that the com won't die on me.. sch was okay today i guess.. nth much ba.. met ms kartini during recess to find out how to use the GPS thingy to compile data from counting trees.. partner for next wed to count the trees would be andy.. juz realised that in class hor, i could like hardly concentrate on anything today.. despite slping like 10 hrs yesterday.. juz feel so lethargic and not doing anything.. = ( Thursday, February 17, 2005 · Monday, February 14, 2005 Changes.. today's v-day.. so, wish all peepx happy valentine's day.. juz read yanz' blog.. agree man.. hai.. things haf taken a big twist around here. ppl are like slowly disappearing out of my life. hopefully not.. miss loads of ppl greatly. = [ well, life.. haha.. got prezzies from peepx..mainly from class ppl lar. jen and my darling pui yee also gave me. = ] thankies!! love ya guys loads! today also yingz' bdae.. so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha.. had a mtach against chung cheng tday. netballers also had match, against st' hildas. our match was dragged cos the others started late.. saw bern's cousin play.. didn't really play today..expected.. lolz.. but that's not the pt. won chung cheng 63 -10. close to the target that nies predicted/guess.. [wadeva] anyway, the game was played rather ok i guess.. then the day in sch was like ended wif us running the quart 16 times.. hmm.. netballers now.. this match was a crucial one for them.. cos it determined if they could go on to the next round. Praise the Lord!! haha.. they won 31 - 20!! great!! haha. = D yea!! my twin played!! lolz.. hmm..i think i missed quite a no. of their matches man.. cos either training or got wadeva thingy.. haiya.. but nvm..lolz.. they got in!! haha.. but my darling nv get to play.. also gd lar, she sick.. muz rest more and play better next time! = ] jia you netballers!!! hmm.. i wanted to blog sumthing one.. but i forgot.. oh man.. Monday, February 14, 2005 · Monday, February 07, 2005 Determination makes a difference The very hint of solitude Diminishes my life Dragging me into a hole With the simplicity of night Your persistency clothed me In cloaks of thoughtful mourning Utterly detestable!! Stay away from me!! Searching desperately For a glimpse of light That distinct ray of hope Won't you just ignite! How i wish... Deep inside... Leave! That's my command Out! Of my life finally got hold of my poem.. surprisingly, my lit teacher was able to show me another perspective of this poem.. i've nv really thought of it.. juz watched the video amelia created.. lovely man..wanna cry le..realised that i missed out on loads of stuff.. i'll nv want to forget 2G '04.. it's so total laughter and smiles.. wonderful.. did some paintings today.. there are seriously too many things in life.. too many.. Monday, February 07, 2005 · Friday, February 04, 2005 sorry peepx!! hey guys..really sorry for not blogging for such a long time.. was either busy or didn't feel like doing so.. well, school's been rather alrite till now.. got loads of job to do le..NYAA coordinator, which i'm also very irritated by it as Alvin Kang and Liau Zi Qi still haven got back to me bout the NYAA file.. and i dun haf time to meet up wif the pple i'm in charge of.. silly rite.. hai.. monitress also..temporary one.. which apparently, i dun think that anyone else wanna be? well, decided on the class tee design today lar..basically it was kinda chaotic? cos everyone's like rushing off for ccas.. hopefully can get it before CNY? oh no...!!! then which class tee am i like supposed to wear.. 2G or 3C? oh no...!!!! okies..i shall do a quick and short review on days since my last entry..which was like my bdae.. erm, basically, got great teachers like mdm ho, ms tay.. Praise the Lord for that.. haven failed any tests so far.. heh.. dun wan to anyway.. erm, struggling wif maths as usual.. other subjects, kinda getting the hang of it already? yea.. kinda.. didn't go for training yesterday and today.. didn't feel well.. totally.. got these achy knees, that kind of feeling that you get when u have fever..and like got sumthing stuck in my throat like that.. when i got home yesterday, i was so lethargic and then i juz lay down to rest at 5.30pm and ended up sleeping till like 6am the next day! thank God i didn't have any hw... i juz couldn't get up lor.. even after like dunno how many attempts by my mum.. it was like weird today lar.. keep gettting these sudden chills then hotness..one min my hands and feet freezing, the next min okay again.. mind you, the person beside me was like perspiring and it was such a hot day! yesterday also..lol.. dunno how i managed to survive with a jacket on the whole day.. come to think of it.. crazy!! well, gonna see the doc later.. was like juz saw him last wk? ya.. think so.. oh ya, went to count trees on wed..haha.. sounds weird rite.. for geog project..went round like the whole school.. there are approx. 79 matured trees. seems like a lot.. but looks pathetic actually.. and the air quality in our sch's so polluted!! eewww.... [research shows that..] okies.. digressing a bit there.. oh ya.. came up wif a poem in like 5 mins today.. will post it someday.. feel so poetic all of a sudden.. haha. listening to the song "25 mins" now.. i'm falling in love with literature juz like so suddenly.. haha.. well, that's bout it i think.. summarised so far alreadi.. nies finally replied my mail!! after like one month..haha.. busy woman.. oh ya, Happy Birthday Jang! not that you'd read my blog but.. ya.. heh. well, hope can blog really soon lar.. will make time.. sumhow.. hehe. = ] Friday, February 04, 2005 ·