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Monday, February 27, 2006
supercalifragilisticaspialidocious =)
just chatted with the super sarca girl.. haha! just kidding.. she's a darling =) totally made my day today (not being sarca), as most already know that i can experience like a total mood swing at times.
i know i can experience wad others feel! i just know it! so i totally hate it when i ask that person, and that person keeps it from me.. sumtimes, what i feel that i think is of no reason, may very well be sumthing that someone else is experiencing.. i can just sense it. it can get rather disturbing.. i mean, if u know that sumthing is going on, but that person just dun wanna tell you, wont u be irritated?? lolx. sigh.. but of cos, one cannot force others to open their mouth.. wad to do? lolx. just be there when that person finally decides to speak up.. =) waiting..
geog test was okies i guess.. hopefully everything goes well.. loads of notes, papers n things to do! lolx. sec 4 already.. it's super fast.. seriously, the days are getting shorter.. wad am i doing.. need to manage my time properly.. like someone was commenting: "sec 1 n 2, we were hoping that the wkend would come fast.. sec 3 n 4, wad?! wkend already?!" HAHA.. irony.. oxymoron..
got the 3 extra credit for my poem.. so it's gonna bring the marks up, 19 to 22/25! yea! PTL! haha.. hopefully my CA wont be that bad.. =x esp my math.. oh man.. i dun get why i jsut cant get it or rmb it.. even though i do it like so many times.. just feel like crying over math lar.. but that's ridiculous.. sigh.. for wad rite? just do it! give my best, and let God handle the rest =)
i know i can experience wad others feel! i just know it! so i totally hate it when i ask that person, and that person keeps it from me.. sumtimes, what i feel that i think is of no reason, may very well be sumthing that someone else is experiencing.. i can just sense it. it can get rather disturbing.. i mean, if u know that sumthing is going on, but that person just dun wanna tell you, wont u be irritated?? lolx. sigh.. but of cos, one cannot force others to open their mouth.. wad to do? lolx. just be there when that person finally decides to speak up.. =) waiting..
geog test was okies i guess.. hopefully everything goes well.. loads of notes, papers n things to do! lolx. sec 4 already.. it's super fast.. seriously, the days are getting shorter.. wad am i doing.. need to manage my time properly.. like someone was commenting: "sec 1 n 2, we were hoping that the wkend would come fast.. sec 3 n 4, wad?! wkend already?!" HAHA.. irony.. oxymoron..
got the 3 extra credit for my poem.. so it's gonna bring the marks up, 19 to 22/25! yea! PTL! haha.. hopefully my CA wont be that bad.. =x esp my math.. oh man.. i dun get why i jsut cant get it or rmb it.. even though i do it like so many times.. just feel like crying over math lar.. but that's ridiculous.. sigh.. for wad rite? just do it! give my best, and let God handle the rest =)
Saturday, February 25, 2006
hmm..
i'm rather disturbed by wad i've read n seen.. i'm not sure how i should read into it in the first place.. is it really how i perceive it to be? or is it not..? i hope it's not.. dun wish to see the unthinkable happen.. open up pls..
went back to coach the kids again.. only 3 of the girls came? It Tong was sick.. so was Dream.. sigh.. yea.. my dear girl msged me this morn.. was kinda surprised actually.. asked me to accompany her to school for training. waited for me downstairs.. at first glance, i felt a bit odd.. she din seem herself.. even for the whole day actually.. well, asked her.. said nothing, just shook her head.. but i could really feel that there was sumthing that she wanted to tell me.. or at least say out.. we walked on.. then she told me she quarrelled with her mum over basketball.. saying that today was going to be the last session for her.. she was like hoarse when she first spoke man.. den, she also told me bout the sports heats they had yesterday.. she said that ms tan was going to make her run n run n run.. haha.. just becos she overtook Azura, yellow house which ms tan was in, and got second.. haha! typical of ms tan.. lolx. anyway, when we got there.. only a few ppl were present at the moment.. of cos ms tan din make her run throughout the whole training session.. lolx. ben came as well.. i've decided to "groom" tis darling.. she has great potential man.. not only in basketball, but also leadership.. just have to find the time.. of cos not only in bball.. her studies as well.. the P6s did mainly shooting.. nothing much.. den there was a match.. was the ref.. den realise tis girl first 2 quarters still ok.. by the time nearing the end, was a bit dazed.. hai.. she was giddy! silly girl! nv tell anyone..
din walk back with her as i had "tuition" after the training.. given by ms tan.. it was suppose to start at 1.30pm.. but waited for ms cheong hui yi until 2.30 plus..? ard there.. k lar.. in btw got some work done.. had lunch.. yep. went to my grandma's house in the evening..
went back to coach the kids again.. only 3 of the girls came? It Tong was sick.. so was Dream.. sigh.. yea.. my dear girl msged me this morn.. was kinda surprised actually.. asked me to accompany her to school for training. waited for me downstairs.. at first glance, i felt a bit odd.. she din seem herself.. even for the whole day actually.. well, asked her.. said nothing, just shook her head.. but i could really feel that there was sumthing that she wanted to tell me.. or at least say out.. we walked on.. then she told me she quarrelled with her mum over basketball.. saying that today was going to be the last session for her.. she was like hoarse when she first spoke man.. den, she also told me bout the sports heats they had yesterday.. she said that ms tan was going to make her run n run n run.. haha.. just becos she overtook Azura, yellow house which ms tan was in, and got second.. haha! typical of ms tan.. lolx. anyway, when we got there.. only a few ppl were present at the moment.. of cos ms tan din make her run throughout the whole training session.. lolx. ben came as well.. i've decided to "groom" tis darling.. she has great potential man.. not only in basketball, but also leadership.. just have to find the time.. of cos not only in bball.. her studies as well.. the P6s did mainly shooting.. nothing much.. den there was a match.. was the ref.. den realise tis girl first 2 quarters still ok.. by the time nearing the end, was a bit dazed.. hai.. she was giddy! silly girl! nv tell anyone..
din walk back with her as i had "tuition" after the training.. given by ms tan.. it was suppose to start at 1.30pm.. but waited for ms cheong hui yi until 2.30 plus..? ard there.. k lar.. in btw got some work done.. had lunch.. yep. went to my grandma's house in the evening..
Thursday, February 23, 2006
girl ah..
woots.. din fail my chinese.. cos teacher was lenient.. had amath test today.. screwed up man.. my P&C.. horrendous!!! =X >_< had chinese tutorial.. dragged for awhile.. went back to TPS to train the kids.. heard that the senior boys lost.. if i'm not wrong, they're out already.. =( din train them, more of watching them.. benjamin did most of the training.. gave my no. to the kids.. some of the girls to be exact.. gonna go back on saturday for chinese remedial by ms tan, which is after the training..
went to popular after that to get some stuff.. came back and realised that i forgot sumthing.. =X AHH!!!nvm.. sigh.
hmm.. it's rather disturbing.. it's been at it for the whole day! practically the whole day actually.. =(
oh ya.. i've been dreaming n thinking bout ____... which is rather ridiculous.. i also duno why man! -.-" sheesh.. no link at all!!! if that girl finds out bout this, she's gonna go on non stop.. =X AHH!
being nonsensical.
went to popular after that to get some stuff.. came back and realised that i forgot sumthing.. =X AHH!!!nvm.. sigh.
hmm.. it's rather disturbing.. it's been at it for the whole day! practically the whole day actually.. =(
oh ya.. i've been dreaming n thinking bout ____... which is rather ridiculous.. i also duno why man! -.-" sheesh.. no link at all!!! if that girl finds out bout this, she's gonna go on non stop.. =X AHH!
being nonsensical.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
SGH..
needle in, piercing through my skin.. there was the draw.. red fluid rush right in to tube.. and out goes the needle.. WOW.
i think i'm gonna flunk my chinese test.. cos of the gong han.. =( i duno how to write it man.. was supposed to have chem test today.. but ms tay's sick and din come.. the relief teacher couldnt find the test papers.. so.. yep. din go for math tutorial.. oh ya, mrs lim, could u teach slower!? rushed down to meet my parents to go to SGH.. appointment with the orthopaedic.. waited like forever.. but it's alrite.. i've spent time waiting for eternity.. lolx. anyways, so went in to see him after waiting for so long..
he says i've been dislocating and "locating" my shoulder.. even though i have no idea how that's possible.. o.O i always thought that dislocating meant the shoulder coming off the socket and ur arm would end up dangling.. lolx. duno lar.. but that's wad he said.. den for the knee, the meniscus is either broken or shifted.. WOW. said my shoulder was serious, no basketball or strenuous sports.. =( looks like training will only be verbal.. haha. also said sumthing like, if whichever, cant rmb if it's the shoulder or knee, come off, den will have to sew it back.. o.O oh man.. pls pray for me.. not even sure which is wad man.. now on physio.. gonna do an MRI on shoulder and knee.. we'll see how it goes.. but have to remove my braces before that.. thank God that i'm removing my braces soon.. and thank God for the CSC card.. means i dun have to pay for the scan, which is like 1,300 plus.. or more.. =( travelling all the way to SGH aint no joke either.. sheesh.. Heal me Lord!
had tuition at Li's place.. she was like she just woke up man.. lolx. oh man.. i forgot to ask her bout the differentiation qns.. argh..
i think i'm gonna flunk my chinese test.. cos of the gong han.. =( i duno how to write it man.. was supposed to have chem test today.. but ms tay's sick and din come.. the relief teacher couldnt find the test papers.. so.. yep. din go for math tutorial.. oh ya, mrs lim, could u teach slower!? rushed down to meet my parents to go to SGH.. appointment with the orthopaedic.. waited like forever.. but it's alrite.. i've spent time waiting for eternity.. lolx. anyways, so went in to see him after waiting for so long..
he says i've been dislocating and "locating" my shoulder.. even though i have no idea how that's possible.. o.O i always thought that dislocating meant the shoulder coming off the socket and ur arm would end up dangling.. lolx. duno lar.. but that's wad he said.. den for the knee, the meniscus is either broken or shifted.. WOW. said my shoulder was serious, no basketball or strenuous sports.. =( looks like training will only be verbal.. haha. also said sumthing like, if whichever, cant rmb if it's the shoulder or knee, come off, den will have to sew it back.. o.O oh man.. pls pray for me.. not even sure which is wad man.. now on physio.. gonna do an MRI on shoulder and knee.. we'll see how it goes.. but have to remove my braces before that.. thank God that i'm removing my braces soon.. and thank God for the CSC card.. means i dun have to pay for the scan, which is like 1,300 plus.. or more.. =( travelling all the way to SGH aint no joke either.. sheesh.. Heal me Lord!
had tuition at Li's place.. she was like she just woke up man.. lolx. oh man.. i forgot to ask her bout the differentiation qns.. argh..
Monday, February 20, 2006
bio lab was super today! there was like wine tasting, cheese tasting and even yogurt thingy.. lolx. blue cheese and white cheese was super man! haha.. it went quite well with the red n white wine =) haha. thanks to mdm ho for the chance to try it! lolx. i thought that the colour cheese were nice.. even though most of the people were turned off by it.. o.O anyways, it was nice =) jizhen and jiahwa's faces were like red after that little bit of alcohol man.. haha. anyway, it's supposed to be a hush hush thing.. alcohol in school.. haha!
today was rather slack as there wasnt much of a lit lesson.. no geog teacher.. chinese teacher had to go for competition.. so yep.. it was slack.. i think chinmeng's really stressed up man.. thinking if he should drop higher chinese.. seriously, this kinda thing can make or break you.. =S
over slept again.. planned to wake at 6pm.. den ended up sleeping till ard 9 plus.. =X was too tired out by yesterday i guess.. keep waking up in the middle of the night!!! or did i even sleep in the first place?? o.O whichever, i was so dead.. was like mathing the whole day today... =S if felt like nonstop.. haha.. wow..
today was rather slack as there wasnt much of a lit lesson.. no geog teacher.. chinese teacher had to go for competition.. so yep.. it was slack.. i think chinmeng's really stressed up man.. thinking if he should drop higher chinese.. seriously, this kinda thing can make or break you.. =S
over slept again.. planned to wake at 6pm.. den ended up sleeping till ard 9 plus.. =X was too tired out by yesterday i guess.. keep waking up in the middle of the night!!! or did i even sleep in the first place?? o.O whichever, i was so dead.. was like mathing the whole day today... =S if felt like nonstop.. haha.. wow..
Sunday, February 19, 2006
ooh..
i discovered a bruise on my hand.. why? cos the shower head fell on me.. =( it was so sudden that i din draw back.. or was i attempting to catch the shower head?? lol.. whichever.. doing math.. math.. and more math.. breaking..
argh. i'm irritated. the persistant "pain"/discomfort in my leg is really getting on my nerves.. i'm trying to ignore it, but to no avail!! sigh.. ='( okies.. dun brood over it.. no point rite.. it's not going to go away.. thinking of how to sleep instead.. haha.. oh ya, since my leg cramped up during cell, ive been feeling odd.. everytime i walk down the stairs or downstep, can feel the strain man.. i'm kinda scared of cramps one.. not of the pain, but wad it does to my leg.. cos when a cramp happens, you cant actually control ur legs.. n that's scary.. =X makes me sound like some control freak.. mayb i am man.. oh no.. =S
happy birthday to TIng once again! =D
argh. i'm irritated. the persistant "pain"/discomfort in my leg is really getting on my nerves.. i'm trying to ignore it, but to no avail!! sigh.. ='( okies.. dun brood over it.. no point rite.. it's not going to go away.. thinking of how to sleep instead.. haha.. oh ya, since my leg cramped up during cell, ive been feeling odd.. everytime i walk down the stairs or downstep, can feel the strain man.. i'm kinda scared of cramps one.. not of the pain, but wad it does to my leg.. cos when a cramp happens, you cant actually control ur legs.. n that's scary.. =X makes me sound like some control freak.. mayb i am man.. oh no.. =S
happy birthday to TIng once again! =D
Saturday, February 18, 2006
i love micky!
hmm.. slept in this morn.. man could i sleep.. lol. someone called me at midnight, but since i dun have caller id, duno who.. saw the missed call only this morn.. lol. cant believe that i only saw it this morn.. cos, i've someone calls, i'll be awaken by it cos of the vibration.. =X anyway, just din hear the call.. so, sorry to whoever that called me..
din have training this morn cos TPS had meet the parents session.. hence the time to sleep in.. went for cell in the afternoon.. i really want to cry man.. oh ya.. tis mic rite.. i tot she wanted to tell me sumthing, after cell.. den she suddenly gave me a kiss! haha.. i was totally caught off guard man.. lolx. love tis woman to bits! -muacks-! chatted with jo and bernice while they were eating.. we were waiting for chuting, regine, mic and je.. sadly, they were still not there even when i left.. anyway, really tks to jo for her encouragement =) told her bout the tuition thing and some school stuff.. just negotiated with my mum just now.. i think it's better for her to talk to aili herself.. =X i hate this kinda money stuff talk..
went to my grandma's house.. some distant relatives came over as well.. my grand aunt's gonna help me look out for a job at the Underwater World! cool man.. haha.. that's gonna be after my O's of cos.. thinking of my education now.. WOW..
wanted to call my godmother.. but she busy.. oh well.. another time i guess..
din have training this morn cos TPS had meet the parents session.. hence the time to sleep in.. went for cell in the afternoon.. i really want to cry man.. oh ya.. tis mic rite.. i tot she wanted to tell me sumthing, after cell.. den she suddenly gave me a kiss! haha.. i was totally caught off guard man.. lolx. love tis woman to bits! -muacks-! chatted with jo and bernice while they were eating.. we were waiting for chuting, regine, mic and je.. sadly, they were still not there even when i left.. anyway, really tks to jo for her encouragement =) told her bout the tuition thing and some school stuff.. just negotiated with my mum just now.. i think it's better for her to talk to aili herself.. =X i hate this kinda money stuff talk..
went to my grandma's house.. some distant relatives came over as well.. my grand aunt's gonna help me look out for a job at the Underwater World! cool man.. haha.. that's gonna be after my O's of cos.. thinking of my education now.. WOW..
wanted to call my godmother.. but she busy.. oh well.. another time i guess..
Friday, February 17, 2006
PMS..
i think i'm pmsing man.. or should i say msing.. anyway, had tuition not too long ago.. she wants to increase the tuition fees.. kinda high man.. den when i asked my mum, she gave me that kind of look lar.. which i totally dislike.. =( hmm... how? wad's the market rate? anyone knows? have to like ask every one bout their fees.. =X sigh.. i want the tuition.. i need the tuition.. wad if my mum doesnt want to pay for it?
shared devotion this morn.. it went quite well i think, considering that i took 3hrs to prepare it.. kinda last minute.. thank God for bringing me through=) there's sumthing wrong with me today.. i was like super moody and "pissed" in a way.. argh. can anyone pei me tmr?? sigh.. should i go watch the netball girls against Damai tmr? it's very early.. but it's a crucial game.. or should i just sleep in? =S
(>_<)
shared devotion this morn.. it went quite well i think, considering that i took 3hrs to prepare it.. kinda last minute.. thank God for bringing me through=) there's sumthing wrong with me today.. i was like super moody and "pissed" in a way.. argh. can anyone pei me tmr?? sigh.. should i go watch the netball girls against Damai tmr? it's very early.. but it's a crucial game.. or should i just sleep in? =S
(>_<)
Thursday, February 16, 2006
not again.. =(
that's rite.. not again.. kinda just woke up from a nap actually.. heard my grandma and dad quarreling, again.. sigh. =( well, all i can say that is, just glad it's not as vulgar and long as the last time.. sigh.
anyway, gonna call margaret jie after updating. i'll be sharing devotion tmr.. was told on wed.. i'm still lost.. clueless.. God help! the topic is either God's will and intention in Purity and Chastity or BGR. Pls pray for me! Tks.
the TPS senior boys lost.. din go train them today as i was really tired.. that explains how i slept frm 4pm to 8pm, and just couldnt wake up even though i set an alarm.. hmm.. just afraid that i cant slp later.. =X anyway, tingwen had match, din go either.. xiong had training, also din go.. heard that they played very badly.. =( tis sat also no training cos they have "meet the parents" session.. i'm so gonna slp in.. unless sumthing comes up..
the class got reprimanded by ms tay.. reached her tolerance lvl i guess.. well said ms tay.. i think the class really needs to wake up.. no offense though.. it's the truth.. well, even if some of you dun wan to study and make all the noise n nonsense, there are others who want to alrite.. sigh. =(
anyway, gonna call margaret jie after updating. i'll be sharing devotion tmr.. was told on wed.. i'm still lost.. clueless.. God help! the topic is either God's will and intention in Purity and Chastity or BGR. Pls pray for me! Tks.
the TPS senior boys lost.. din go train them today as i was really tired.. that explains how i slept frm 4pm to 8pm, and just couldnt wake up even though i set an alarm.. hmm.. just afraid that i cant slp later.. =X anyway, tingwen had match, din go either.. xiong had training, also din go.. heard that they played very badly.. =( tis sat also no training cos they have "meet the parents" session.. i'm so gonna slp in.. unless sumthing comes up..
the class got reprimanded by ms tay.. reached her tolerance lvl i guess.. well said ms tay.. i think the class really needs to wake up.. no offense though.. it's the truth.. well, even if some of you dun wan to study and make all the noise n nonsense, there are others who want to alrite.. sigh. =(
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Mon til now..
Monday:my darlings played against Maha Bodhi today.. their last match. they lost.. it was disappointing.. but not because they lost, because they gave up, din put in their best. ms tan and ms kuek were really angry, and gave up shouting at them after the 3rd quarter. xiong and i went to watch.. sigh. well, it's their last, no more matches with TPS.. came back, ms kuek scolded them.. i talked to them.. asked them to do reflections.. after that, ms tan, ms kuek, xiong and i talked to them.. see where they wanna go after PSLE.. alicia, ms tan say most prolly AHS. Sherie also try.. It Tong not sure leh.. Sherie and It Tong, ms tan say want them to use DSA.. personally, i dun think that's a very gd idea.. but, if that's wad they wanna do, them have to train them up continuously until PSLE.. even after also have to train.. duno leh.. talked till quite late.. ms tan also say she'll treat us to the TPS 20th anniversary dinner.. a whole table.. that's like $500 can! goodness!
Tues: Valentine's Day.. everyone here and there with gifts.. candies too.. thanks to those who gave me the candies! lolx. =) Yin Zuo was super lar.. lol. he bought like 18 roses, and those small little flowers.. den, he wrapped it himself during 2nd recess.. helped him with the wrapper cos it was rather tricky and he just couldnt get it.. lolx. den straight after school, he went to her class to give her the flowers! Mr Chan who just finished teaching them was still in class when it happened! lolx.. then he couldnt stop laughing! haha.. had math tutorial.. den, had math tutorial at night.. chatted with nies in the afternoon.. den got to know why aili was free lar.. no wonder.. cos her bf in army.. i seriously think she wants to hammer me man.. i'm like so forgetful lar.. =X sigh...
Today: a long day.. had food rationing exercise.. got the packed mutton noodles in the green pack.. my dad brought it back before.. there were biscuits as well.. and water. tutorial in the afternoon was cancel as zhenlaoshi had tournament.. went to support the netball girls again.. played against Chai Chee.. we won. trashed.. saw brenda there.. asked her if there was a girls' bball team.. thank God that they have! now some of my darlings can prolly go there.. =) of cos i hope that they can go AHS.. but Dunman isnt that bad either.. they better study hard man! too bad i also dun have much time.. otherwise can try to help them.. esp It Tong, with her english..
Tues: Valentine's Day.. everyone here and there with gifts.. candies too.. thanks to those who gave me the candies! lolx. =) Yin Zuo was super lar.. lol. he bought like 18 roses, and those small little flowers.. den, he wrapped it himself during 2nd recess.. helped him with the wrapper cos it was rather tricky and he just couldnt get it.. lolx. den straight after school, he went to her class to give her the flowers! Mr Chan who just finished teaching them was still in class when it happened! lolx.. then he couldnt stop laughing! haha.. had math tutorial.. den, had math tutorial at night.. chatted with nies in the afternoon.. den got to know why aili was free lar.. no wonder.. cos her bf in army.. i seriously think she wants to hammer me man.. i'm like so forgetful lar.. =X sigh...
Today: a long day.. had food rationing exercise.. got the packed mutton noodles in the green pack.. my dad brought it back before.. there were biscuits as well.. and water. tutorial in the afternoon was cancel as zhenlaoshi had tournament.. went to support the netball girls again.. played against Chai Chee.. we won. trashed.. saw brenda there.. asked her if there was a girls' bball team.. thank God that they have! now some of my darlings can prolly go there.. =) of cos i hope that they can go AHS.. but Dunman isnt that bad either.. they better study hard man! too bad i also dun have much time.. otherwise can try to help them.. esp It Tong, with her english..
Sunday, February 12, 2006
how how how???
1,332.. that's the amt of words i've typed for the Commonwealth writing competition.. thinking whether to submit actually.. why not rite? since i've written it already. the given word range was 1200 to 1500 words.. not very much actually.. when u have the time to do it that is. chatting with micky, just finished the poem, now gonna do chinese and math, followed by studying for chem..
svc today was simply great man! feel so alive and on fire for God once again =) i know i haven been good.. =X the others went to PS after service.. din go.. came back to do my work.. which i'm taking too long a time to complete.. unacceptable.. =( sigh.
kies.. i shall not get more distracted as i already am.. my darlings are playing tmr.. how? sigh. at a loss.. all the best girls =)
svc today was simply great man! feel so alive and on fire for God once again =) i know i haven been good.. =X the others went to PS after service.. din go.. came back to do my work.. which i'm taking too long a time to complete.. unacceptable.. =( sigh.
kies.. i shall not get more distracted as i already am.. my darlings are playing tmr.. how? sigh. at a loss.. all the best girls =)
Saturday, February 11, 2006
sheesh..
cheeky kids! haha.. taught them how to block out properly and how to attack.. stuff like that.. hope they really understand and put to use of what i've taught them.. man are they playful.. lolx. then sherie nearly got her "secret" spilled.. haha! they did quite a variety of things basically.. anyway, monday's their last match.. i'm very so sad man.. these girls rite, they are getting better and better each time.. but, sad news is, they are already out.. =( so, even if they win or lose on monday, they will be out. den weihong and i are like feeling very "mao dun".. it's like duno whether we want them to win or lose.. if they lose, and we break the news that they cant proceed, it wont be so bad rite? but if they win, and we still have to tell them that they are out, it's like so horrible man.. sigh. what to do.. ms tan and ms kuek din want to let them know.. so they are still in the dark.. sigh.. monday.. how to break the news to them man.. i dun want to see them cry again.. it just breaks my heart.. =X actually, ms tan wanted to PT.. but in the end, still allowed them to shoot and play match.. treat them so well.. lolx. gonna support them on monday.. GO GIRLS!
went for cell tis afternoon.. it was just great man.. the presence of God was just as awesome as ever.. =) cant wait for svc tmr! lol. today's my cousin's birthday as well.. Yew Yu.. nine yrs old.. wow.. they are like so big already.. grow up so fast! it felt like he was only the little baby i carried yesterday.. time really flies very fast.. life's so short.. i mean in tis period of time that is.. kids really grow up fast.. tmr's godmummy's birthday.. wonder how she's celebrating it.. most prolly with her family and frens.. who else rite? lol. okies.. makes no sense.. i miss her.. i know it sounds selfish, but sumtimes, i just wish that i could have her time..
went for cell tis afternoon.. it was just great man.. the presence of God was just as awesome as ever.. =) cant wait for svc tmr! lol. today's my cousin's birthday as well.. Yew Yu.. nine yrs old.. wow.. they are like so big already.. grow up so fast! it felt like he was only the little baby i carried yesterday.. time really flies very fast.. life's so short.. i mean in tis period of time that is.. kids really grow up fast.. tmr's godmummy's birthday.. wonder how she's celebrating it.. most prolly with her family and frens.. who else rite? lol. okies.. makes no sense.. i miss her.. i know it sounds selfish, but sumtimes, i just wish that i could have her time..
Friday, February 10, 2006
Olvl results released..
today's the release of the results.. dont think that tis batch did very well.. we'll know more on monday.. doc boon is bound to talk to us bout it. anyway, got back my chinese olvl results as well.. Thank God for it man.. A1. really thank God for bringing me thru and blessing me with the gd results =) before that, everyone was like super nervous man.. i was just super worried.. actually, a lot of those who were expected to get A1s, din get them.. on the contrary, they got B3s.. it was shocking of course.. no one wanted it and expected it.. well, i think that this time, my oral and most prolly my compos made the grade.. in any case, thank God!
went back to TPS again.. actually the senior boys were to play against GongShang.. but it was raining.. then the junior boys went to changkat to play.. they had an indoor court. played against telok kurau today.. they really lack teamwork and experience.. gotta help them build that up.. It Tong and Sherie were at it again.. more of Sherie.. nonsense man! haha.. surely it's like that.. sigh. i'm so gonna make them suffer during PT.. lolx. =X gotta train them up man.. no stamina.. tmr's gonna be a long day.. well, i think.. lolx.
sent the thing.. hope she'll like it..
went back to TPS again.. actually the senior boys were to play against GongShang.. but it was raining.. then the junior boys went to changkat to play.. they had an indoor court. played against telok kurau today.. they really lack teamwork and experience.. gotta help them build that up.. It Tong and Sherie were at it again.. more of Sherie.. nonsense man! haha.. surely it's like that.. sigh. i'm so gonna make them suffer during PT.. lolx. =X gotta train them up man.. no stamina.. tmr's gonna be a long day.. well, i think.. lolx.
sent the thing.. hope she'll like it..
Thursday, February 09, 2006
OH NO!
that's rite.. tmr's announcement how?? how?? irritating! cant contact gao fan at all.. sigh.. hopefully he'll receive my msg.. sheesh! supposed to do the announcement for RnE.. den until now still haven settle.. =(
had tuition today.. cos tmr going for the review. oh man.. now i so wan aili to throw away the yr bk instead.. =S she better not find his pic.. i've already had enough of teasing in TPS.. by my juniors summore.. lolx. haiya, anyway she dunno who he is.. haha! oh, looking the thru the yr bk rite, i'm like "wowed" by the achievements... went to train them again today.. super talkative man! but they are such darlings.. lolx. trained in the hall as it was raining.. the pri 5 boys got scolded again.. seriously, they should grow up! quarreling over such little matters.. how to work as a team like that?! sigh.. ms tan was super angry man.. after training, walked home with sherie.. she told me the reason for her behaviour yesterday.. silly girl.. already chosen to be the captain, means people see the potential and abilities.. still think she's not up to mark.. tis girl arh.. finally she toks, after asking her so many times.. got home, showered and prepared for tuition.. oh ya, it was rather scary man.. not tuition i mean.. was walking home, had to cross the overhead bridge.. was walking halfway and both my calf muscles started/nearly cramped up seriously.. =X it was pain man.. i was also like so afraid that i'd end up rolling down the long flight of stairs.. for a moment, i had like no control over my legs.. thank God that nothing serious like rolling down the stairs happened..
ms ng asked if i wanted to take part in the Commonwealth writing competition.. i'm not very sure bout that.. should i? she gave me the info bout it.. when i'm in the mood to write i guess.. or type. by next monday.. WOW. so many things to do.. den RnE the promo thing i also cant make it on saturday.. sry man.. oh man.. recently i've been feeling really super duper tired.. especially in class.. den at night, my sleep is like, very indescribable man.. =.=
had tuition today.. cos tmr going for the review. oh man.. now i so wan aili to throw away the yr bk instead.. =S she better not find his pic.. i've already had enough of teasing in TPS.. by my juniors summore.. lolx. haiya, anyway she dunno who he is.. haha! oh, looking the thru the yr bk rite, i'm like "wowed" by the achievements... went to train them again today.. super talkative man! but they are such darlings.. lolx. trained in the hall as it was raining.. the pri 5 boys got scolded again.. seriously, they should grow up! quarreling over such little matters.. how to work as a team like that?! sigh.. ms tan was super angry man.. after training, walked home with sherie.. she told me the reason for her behaviour yesterday.. silly girl.. already chosen to be the captain, means people see the potential and abilities.. still think she's not up to mark.. tis girl arh.. finally she toks, after asking her so many times.. got home, showered and prepared for tuition.. oh ya, it was rather scary man.. not tuition i mean.. was walking home, had to cross the overhead bridge.. was walking halfway and both my calf muscles started/nearly cramped up seriously.. =X it was pain man.. i was also like so afraid that i'd end up rolling down the long flight of stairs.. for a moment, i had like no control over my legs.. thank God that nothing serious like rolling down the stairs happened..
ms ng asked if i wanted to take part in the Commonwealth writing competition.. i'm not very sure bout that.. should i? she gave me the info bout it.. when i'm in the mood to write i guess.. or type. by next monday.. WOW. so many things to do.. den RnE the promo thing i also cant make it on saturday.. sry man.. oh man.. recently i've been feeling really super duper tired.. especially in class.. den at night, my sleep is like, very indescribable man.. =.=
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
=(
just came back frm watching "I Not Stupid Too". predictable plot.. but, it was still touching and nice.. hilarious too.. lolx. watched it with my parents.. den during the whole movie rite, clinton kept calling lar.. den cos my phone no more caller id, i also duno who initially, until sek hui msged me.. i kept cancelling the calls.. he must be like so pissed lar.. lolx. sry dude!! i so dun want to do the announcement can.. it's like gonna be impromptu again lor.. din have the time to meet up with gao fan.. or shiju.
chinese tutorial was postphoned to tmr cos zhen lao shi wasn't feeling well.. so in the end managed to go watch the senior girls' match.. my pri sch one of cos. the girls were superb today =) so proud of them.. even though sherie was fouled out, but it was like seconds to the ending of the game only. that darling arh.. sigh.. couldnt stop crying.. lolx. anyway, they won changkat pri 18-13. yep. so proud of them =) played so much better today.. they put up a great fight. but, sadly, they wont be able to qualify.. sigh.. cos they lost like 2 matches, meaning that Gongshang and Tamp North got in.. den, they were still as mischievious lar.. ying qi, weixiong and i took a cab down just to watch their match.. den, the moment they saw me, kept teasing me lar.. just wad's with it?!?!?! sigh.. silly brats.. den ying qi din helped also lar.. noticed that he and i were carrying the same bag, den tease summore.. sigh. wadever. eventually, she even pointed it out to ms tan when we got back to TPS.. -.-" dotx. how i know we were using the same bag at the same time.. no link can. wad sister-in-law rubbish.. those girls arh..
had the weekly math test today.. i so screwed it!!! AHHH!! aili's gonna hammer me like duno wad can.. =( it was such a stupid mistake!!! disgusting.. =( tuition's gonna be on tmr, cos i've got to go back to the clinic for a review on friday.. friday.. sigh.. release of results.. n got matches on that day.. but i dun think i can make it.. see first. got quite a handful of RnE stuff to settle.. oh ya.. that min le arh.. tell him not sure already.. hmm.. clinton also haven confirm with me yet marh..
i'm SO DEAD..
chinese tutorial was postphoned to tmr cos zhen lao shi wasn't feeling well.. so in the end managed to go watch the senior girls' match.. my pri sch one of cos. the girls were superb today =) so proud of them.. even though sherie was fouled out, but it was like seconds to the ending of the game only. that darling arh.. sigh.. couldnt stop crying.. lolx. anyway, they won changkat pri 18-13. yep. so proud of them =) played so much better today.. they put up a great fight. but, sadly, they wont be able to qualify.. sigh.. cos they lost like 2 matches, meaning that Gongshang and Tamp North got in.. den, they were still as mischievious lar.. ying qi, weixiong and i took a cab down just to watch their match.. den, the moment they saw me, kept teasing me lar.. just wad's with it?!?!?! sigh.. silly brats.. den ying qi din helped also lar.. noticed that he and i were carrying the same bag, den tease summore.. sigh. wadever. eventually, she even pointed it out to ms tan when we got back to TPS.. -.-" dotx. how i know we were using the same bag at the same time.. no link can. wad sister-in-law rubbish.. those girls arh..
had the weekly math test today.. i so screwed it!!! AHHH!! aili's gonna hammer me like duno wad can.. =( it was such a stupid mistake!!! disgusting.. =( tuition's gonna be on tmr, cos i've got to go back to the clinic for a review on friday.. friday.. sigh.. release of results.. n got matches on that day.. but i dun think i can make it.. see first. got quite a handful of RnE stuff to settle.. oh ya.. that min le arh.. tell him not sure already.. hmm.. clinton also haven confirm with me yet marh..
i'm SO DEAD..
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
the sch's just.. sigh.
it's just super irritating man.. they changed the timetable again.. and w/o telling the students. WOW. sigh.. this' not the first time summore.. it was like so confusing and a total waste of time.. wonder if there's any changes to tmr's timetable.. cos apparently, there's nothing given to us.. den the rest of the day was like a killer man! lol. last period was math.. followed by math tutorial. on top of that, i was having math tuition at night.. killer!!! lolx. did logarithms for tutorial lar.. it was okies..
finished tuition not too long ago.. oh man.. i just cant seem to remember lar.. n she's like so wanna kill me already.. =X i cant believe that i was so careless as well.. sigh. but i think, at least i'm not as clueless as before.. i must get the A1 for my amath!! wah!!
gonna find the poem for lit hw and go do more math!
finished tuition not too long ago.. oh man.. i just cant seem to remember lar.. n she's like so wanna kill me already.. =X i cant believe that i was so careless as well.. sigh. but i think, at least i'm not as clueless as before.. i must get the A1 for my amath!! wah!!
gonna find the poem for lit hw and go do more math!
Sunday, February 05, 2006
=S (2 days in 1)
taken by my father.. i like the deco.. lol.
anyway, blogging bout Saturday first.. went to TPS in the morn to train the kids.. mainly the girls.. they are really a bunch of monkeys man! keep calling me Lao Ban Niang.. -.-" dotx. anyway, so ya.. their training's really slack man.. little bit also complain.. lolx. still rmb the times when my batch trained.. ms tan would push us really hard, and we'd push ourselves too.. yep. but, they are a really cheery bunch =) den got those secrets secrets again lar.. expected. with ms kuek ard summore.. haha! Sherie and S... It Tong and W.. haha! cute lar.. these kinda crushes thingy.. lol. den ms kuek was still telling "blockhead" who he's future sister-in-law.. =X haha!! apparently he told he's coach that there'll be very little ppl turning up for training, so it was cancelled.. den he ended up in TPS.. lolx. oh ya, cos on friday ms tan brought up the past, den It Tong really thought that i was going to be her "sister-in-law".. HAHA. -.-" silly girl.. lolx. benjamin went to train them too.. they trained till later than the set time.. i went of early as they played a match.. had to get home and get to my aunt's house.. dad was rushing me too.. =( went to my aunt's house.. had lunch there.. (deco)
after that, went to another aunt's house.. had dinner there.. played with my cousins.. interacted with them.. den loke xie, yuan shan, yew kiong and my bro started to play mahjong again.. -.- borrowed the laptop to use.. read mummy's blog (godmother) on friendster.. looked at some pics.. this time was of the 4 best frens..(aili...) i love looking at pics.. maybe they dun literally speak a thousand words, but they speak.. haha. no link. anyway, just love pics.. love to take them too.. so yep, looked at the pics.. din recognised her at first.. =X lolx. diff frm the bk which she's dying for me to throw away.. dotx. also sent an email to mummy..
went to church in the morn.. Delirious? came and led praise and worship.. it was great.. =) realised that i cant stand as long in the same position anymore.. my knee's like super pain man.. =( heal me Lord.. it nearly became a 3 hrs svc man.. lol. came back straight after svc.. was like late already.. very late. had lunch and checked my mail.. i'm so disappointed man.. after reading the reply.. but, it's my fault.. shall not ever ask again.. ya? sigh.. if i din ask, i wont get that reply and den i wont have to feel sad.. i'm just so..(argh) nvm.. forget bout it.. i need to grow up.. need to learn to understand, learn to face the harsh reality and harden my heart at times.. also, i need to learn to forget and let go.. sigh. time.
anyway, thanks to Jo, Je and Micky for the hugs =) it was really great to see you all again after so long.. love my cell =)
Friday, February 03, 2006
had tuition today.. now chatting with nies.. aili's funny man.. lolx. ooh! she's teaching mei mei.. haha. very odd leh.. the triangle talking--nies, aili, me.. haha. funneh.. NIES!! i'm gonna date u.. SOON.. haha.. i'll wait.. until after March rite.. yep =) anyway, went to support the girls again today.. the sched's crazy man.. 2 games consecutively.. insane planning. the refs were much better today.. TPS vs GongShang.. we lost this time.. disappointed. they din put up a good fight and give their best.. sigh. just disappointed. i guess they kinda miss out the point of basketball to a large extent.. training them tmr.. then this ms tan so "funneh" lar.. brought up the weixiong and me thing to the juniors.. -.-" SO funny.. sigh. she arh.. rubbish man.. lol.
the appointment's made.. SGH. but it's on a school day, school timing.. hmm.. dilemma.. will see if there are any other available slots.. i just realised that i've got this bruise and i've no idea where it came from.. =x
school was as usual.. had the compo test.. had RnE meeting in the morn as well.. 7am. SkinnyPig was sharing bout his ideas for the future.. particularly for V-day. not bad man.. do-able definitely.. we'll see how the juniors go bout it.. we were like talking till quite late bout them yesterday.. shant comment it here.. just keep it btw us.. jia you juniors! u guys need to take a stand for urselves man! buck up! Be what u guys can really be..
the appointment's made.. SGH. but it's on a school day, school timing.. hmm.. dilemma.. will see if there are any other available slots.. i just realised that i've got this bruise and i've no idea where it came from.. =x
school was as usual.. had the compo test.. had RnE meeting in the morn as well.. 7am. SkinnyPig was sharing bout his ideas for the future.. particularly for V-day. not bad man.. do-able definitely.. we'll see how the juniors go bout it.. we were like talking till quite late bout them yesterday.. shant comment it here.. just keep it btw us.. jia you juniors! u guys need to take a stand for urselves man! buck up! Be what u guys can really be..
Thursday, February 02, 2006
GO TPS!!
went to watch my TPS juniors' match today.. the girls. they have another game tmr too.. against GongShang. anyway, they put up a great fight today! Way to go girls! woohoo!! the refs were horrible man.. so slack.. den there's this female ref, who's seriously a noob man.. not that i want to say her.. but it's like right in front of her, got ppl double, travel or foul, she dun blow.. when there's nothing, she blows.. o.O odd.. so slack man.. then my poor juniors got piled upon SO many times man! shouted till i went hoarse.. haha.. but, they won! YEA!! although the margin wasnt very large, they won! went back on the bus with them to TPS.. trained them for awhile before heading home.. oh ya, ms ng surprised most of us today.. gave me and Pearl 14/20 for oral! haha.. shocking man.. the class' like averaging just a passing mark only.. other classes under her as well.. o.O PTL! only 3 ppl in 4C so far, with 14/20..
took a shower and went out again.. to the doc. he decided on referring me to an orthopedic instead of another injection.. asked me if i wanted SGH or CGH.. i seriously dun know man.. CGH's nearer, but credibility wise.. no comments.. went alone to the clinic, so he asked me to consult my parents first..
do i really need it? or is it just a waste of time and money.. sigh. which i can just ignore the pain and stop complaining.. then my parents wont have to worry bout it.. why cant i be more considerate... =( how?
all of a sudden, i find that i dun know how to talk to my godmother.. ='(
took a shower and went out again.. to the doc. he decided on referring me to an orthopedic instead of another injection.. asked me if i wanted SGH or CGH.. i seriously dun know man.. CGH's nearer, but credibility wise.. no comments.. went alone to the clinic, so he asked me to consult my parents first..
do i really need it? or is it just a waste of time and money.. sigh. which i can just ignore the pain and stop complaining.. then my parents wont have to worry bout it.. why cant i be more considerate... =( how?
all of a sudden, i find that i dun know how to talk to my godmother.. ='(
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
ATT!!
decided to cease blogging/posting on friendster.. save time.. anyway, had tuition tonight.. realized that math aint all that i use to think it to be.. o.O.. even though it can get exasperating.. esp the person teaching me.. =x dunno if aili feels that way..
wanted to go see the doc this afternoon.. got cheated. the clinic changed its closing and opening hours.. so i shall see the doc tmr instead.. wasted trip.. came home and checked my mail, read blogs.. was initially shocked/surprised.. (cant find the right word) at someone's entry.. lolx. kinda silly of me actually..=x
oh ya, does anyone know why or wad causes one to suddenly feel hot, great heat rushing frm within? even though the surrounding's like cold? odd.. been feel that recently.. as in the past few days.. and a very certain craving for water. yep. plain water.. weird.. just weird.
hmm.. i'm high and want to cry at the same time.. i cant believe i did that.. (to jang). i seriously cant.. =x !!!!! those who read my blog, i'm interested to know =) tag pls!!
wanted to go see the doc this afternoon.. got cheated. the clinic changed its closing and opening hours.. so i shall see the doc tmr instead.. wasted trip.. came home and checked my mail, read blogs.. was initially shocked/surprised.. (cant find the right word) at someone's entry.. lolx. kinda silly of me actually..=x
oh ya, does anyone know why or wad causes one to suddenly feel hot, great heat rushing frm within? even though the surrounding's like cold? odd.. been feel that recently.. as in the past few days.. and a very certain craving for water. yep. plain water.. weird.. just weird.
hmm.. i'm high and want to cry at the same time.. i cant believe i did that.. (to jang). i seriously cant.. =x !!!!! those who read my blog, i'm interested to know =) tag pls!!