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Sunday, April 30, 2006
into the heart.
right straight and deep in..
u know what.. i should pull the plug. you are right. so right. a tape over it, forever that way? how does that sound? enticing.
a big plug though. but it must still be pulled ya? i believe so. why is my reaction this way? i wanna know too. bittersweet. o.O
stop laying in it. stop it has to. enough is enough dont u think. you most prolly do.
abstract.
closed.
the door has been closed, again. find the key if you really want to open it again. but to find it. you need sumthing. thing or things, who knows? no one ever does rite. one thing to note. the lock's determined to be frozen. shrunken. u know science. a key cant fit into a shrunken keyhole rite. another thing, the door's heavy. just imagine an old castle door. lock's rusted and shrunken, the door ever so heavy.
just plain simple. poetry.
nice. sweet.
i wish..
u know what.. i should pull the plug. you are right. so right. a tape over it, forever that way? how does that sound? enticing.
a big plug though. but it must still be pulled ya? i believe so. why is my reaction this way? i wanna know too. bittersweet. o.O
stop laying in it. stop it has to. enough is enough dont u think. you most prolly do.
abstract.
closed.
the door has been closed, again. find the key if you really want to open it again. but to find it. you need sumthing. thing or things, who knows? no one ever does rite. one thing to note. the lock's determined to be frozen. shrunken. u know science. a key cant fit into a shrunken keyhole rite. another thing, the door's heavy. just imagine an old castle door. lock's rusted and shrunken, the door ever so heavy.
just plain simple. poetry.
nice. sweet.
i wish..
one last time.
[the last, one and only remaining straw has been drawn.]
oh man.. i think my eyes have problem. haha.. prolly not cos of that.. anyways, i walked into the wall. OUCH. my right foot's the victim. i seriously wonder how i walked. haha. but it seriously hurts man. i cant even step down flat on that foot. oddly, it wasnt my toenail that got the worst damage. why odd? cos i part of the wall i hit was the corner. YES. the SHARP corner. den no scratch or anything.. i'd rather that den muscle or whichever feeling the pain. belgh. kinda bad mood now. lol. i need protection. haha.. but i seriously do need it. gastritis again. wahh..
tuition tmr at one..
exams coming.. actually, already started.
lethargy.. fatigue.. GO!
STOP PROCRASTINATING.
oh man.. i think my eyes have problem. haha.. prolly not cos of that.. anyways, i walked into the wall. OUCH. my right foot's the victim. i seriously wonder how i walked. haha. but it seriously hurts man. i cant even step down flat on that foot. oddly, it wasnt my toenail that got the worst damage. why odd? cos i part of the wall i hit was the corner. YES. the SHARP corner. den no scratch or anything.. i'd rather that den muscle or whichever feeling the pain. belgh. kinda bad mood now. lol. i need protection. haha.. but i seriously do need it. gastritis again. wahh..
tuition tmr at one..
exams coming.. actually, already started.
lethargy.. fatigue.. GO!
STOP PROCRASTINATING.
Friday, April 28, 2006
odd.
why's everyone in a similar mood at the same time??
turn left, turn right... seems like everyone's going thru the same thing at the same time. well, it's not exactly right to say that.. but, ah.. haha.
part 2 of both the lang papers today. challenging.
gastrics acting up again. but i'm not hungry! it's just so difficult to explain this. haha.. jo just doesnt get it.. haha. mug mug. i want to.. but i cant seem to. anyone gets wad i'm saying?
i have to mug. help.
turn left, turn right... seems like everyone's going thru the same thing at the same time. well, it's not exactly right to say that.. but, ah.. haha.
part 2 of both the lang papers today. challenging.
gastrics acting up again. but i'm not hungry! it's just so difficult to explain this. haha.. jo just doesnt get it.. haha. mug mug. i want to.. but i cant seem to. anyone gets wad i'm saying?
i have to mug. help.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
*crack*
verge of breaking...
breaking...
broken.
compo papers today.. both eng n chi.
hmm.. i wonder who she's referring to.. feels like it's shooting me. =x (not a good thing)
oh, for my eng compo, i like totally shoot the school man.. =x not sure if it's a good thing. lol. but i felt so "shuang" "attacking" the school man.. i think my arguements were sound though. haha.. but, it's definitely not advisable to attack the org who's marking my paper. hahaha... wad in the world. anyway, it's done.. wad's done is done as they all say.
got my mri report ytd. slight damage to the knee.. also duno how to explain. he printed out the report which was super technical. den report show that shoulder nothing wrong.. even though it's still super pain. like, wad?? haha.. gotta go do strength test aft exams.. i think it's gonna hurt even more cos of the exams.. o.O healing! den continue with physio. the doc was saying that my muscle not strong enough den the shoulder pain.. i was like, "wad?!" i mean, i'm a right hander, doing most things with my right hand. arm.. wadeva.. n u say that my right side has no/not enough strength??? kinda no logic to me.. lol.
well, sumthings in life just dont make any sense.. O.o oh man.. i'm super lethargic.. also not sure how to describe man. the complexity of feelings n life. *a long deep exhale* haha.. wad in the world.. lol.
a sitting duck.
breaking...
broken.
compo papers today.. both eng n chi.
hmm.. i wonder who she's referring to.. feels like it's shooting me. =x (not a good thing)
oh, for my eng compo, i like totally shoot the school man.. =x not sure if it's a good thing. lol. but i felt so "shuang" "attacking" the school man.. i think my arguements were sound though. haha.. but, it's definitely not advisable to attack the org who's marking my paper. hahaha... wad in the world. anyway, it's done.. wad's done is done as they all say.
got my mri report ytd. slight damage to the knee.. also duno how to explain. he printed out the report which was super technical. den report show that shoulder nothing wrong.. even though it's still super pain. like, wad?? haha.. gotta go do strength test aft exams.. i think it's gonna hurt even more cos of the exams.. o.O healing! den continue with physio. the doc was saying that my muscle not strong enough den the shoulder pain.. i was like, "wad?!" i mean, i'm a right hander, doing most things with my right hand. arm.. wadeva.. n u say that my right side has no/not enough strength??? kinda no logic to me.. lol.
well, sumthings in life just dont make any sense.. O.o oh man.. i'm super lethargic.. also not sure how to describe man. the complexity of feelings n life. *a long deep exhale* haha.. wad in the world.. lol.
a sitting duck.
Monday, April 24, 2006
wad a day
[you dont care cos you dont have to.. well, at least not like you used to. aching. it's a wrong that nothing's said. but, it's better that there's only one rite? rite? we've gotta accept it.. at least for me. you dun have the time. bitter it sounds, it's the truth... but, it's all the past from this moment on. whether it'll happen again, i dont wanna know, nor do i hope so.]
went back to school today.. after missing lesson from last wed onwards. there wasnt any point going to school anyway... like today.. it was, or should i say that it felt like a total waste of time. well, at least there's ppl to look forward to.
i was thinking. wads are exams for? for one to mug like nothing n spill everything out in one day and then forget everything that one has studied? well, it feels like it. i was really thinking out taking my mid yrs as my gauge. meaning, to know where i really stand, how much i really know and remember. but, i think that everyone else would think that i'm crazy.. wad should i do? cos i really dont see the point in mugging like nobody's business and then throwing everything out, forgetting it after. that's not learning.. that's not having knowledge. knowledge is having understanding.. not cramming everything only to forget. do people out there know what they are doing? does anyone see the same as me? it may sound insane.. but, i think that that's the truth. ppl only know how to memorise and cram. it's just like a eating disorder man.. so wrong! indulging and stuffing oneself.. after which would end up in throwing everything up. gross. that's so not it. wad are exams for? wad do the numbers mean? wad have we all been doing? no offense.. but dont u think so?
went to say hello to Sab. she was working at tamp's bus interchange. i should have like left.. obviously she was busy rite.. sigh. not the point. shihui and alena saw her too.. well, there's tuition tonite..
getting the MRI report on wed.. i'm super restless.. i need someone to study with me.. belgh. i cant even sit still in class man.. wah... oh. there's the emergency exercise tmr.. of all the time rite.. so near to the exams.. *wonders*
went back to school today.. after missing lesson from last wed onwards. there wasnt any point going to school anyway... like today.. it was, or should i say that it felt like a total waste of time. well, at least there's ppl to look forward to.
i was thinking. wads are exams for? for one to mug like nothing n spill everything out in one day and then forget everything that one has studied? well, it feels like it. i was really thinking out taking my mid yrs as my gauge. meaning, to know where i really stand, how much i really know and remember. but, i think that everyone else would think that i'm crazy.. wad should i do? cos i really dont see the point in mugging like nobody's business and then throwing everything out, forgetting it after. that's not learning.. that's not having knowledge. knowledge is having understanding.. not cramming everything only to forget. do people out there know what they are doing? does anyone see the same as me? it may sound insane.. but, i think that that's the truth. ppl only know how to memorise and cram. it's just like a eating disorder man.. so wrong! indulging and stuffing oneself.. after which would end up in throwing everything up. gross. that's so not it. wad are exams for? wad do the numbers mean? wad have we all been doing? no offense.. but dont u think so?
went to say hello to Sab. she was working at tamp's bus interchange. i should have like left.. obviously she was busy rite.. sigh. not the point. shihui and alena saw her too.. well, there's tuition tonite..
getting the MRI report on wed.. i'm super restless.. i need someone to study with me.. belgh. i cant even sit still in class man.. wah... oh. there's the emergency exercise tmr.. of all the time rite.. so near to the exams.. *wonders*
Saturday, April 22, 2006
woots
cell was awesome today.. fellowship too. thanks to je n jo's parents for the wonderful refreshments =)
conviction.
was talking to someone just now.. thank God for giving me the chance.. thank God for opening the doors that were so shut.. thanks. it's a great beginning =)
hmm.. there's a lot of things going on in my mind at the moment.. constipation already. cant possibly poured everything out.. or should i say "download". HAHA.. (inside joke)
i could say that i'm a bit lost as well.. even though it's not exactly in that sense. confused? i'm not sure either. absence? of what, i duno. so uncertain rite.. lol. sumtimes i also want to know what i''m thinking. o.O not quite making any sense here. pardon me for that.. i guess, i may know what's going on.. but i cant quite put it in words? prolly..
went to train the kids again this morn.. i feel kinda bad towards the end actually.. had to scold them.. oh man.. they are like even quarrelling n complaining in front of me can.. nonsense! if it were ms tan or ms kuek, they can forget bout training.. oh ya, ms chee's husband and her came by the sch.. n her husband just HAD to sound the horn.. lol. weird adults.. but they are the fun ppl too.. oh well.. haha..
hmm.. wad's wrong with laughing?? lol. also duno wad's gotten into me.. i kept laughing lar.. den jocelin couldnt take it.. laughing is a prob meh? hahaha.. wadeva.. funny. oh, i think that nies so wants to kill me.. haha.. sry woman.. =x love ya! =) next time maybe... hehe.
conviction.
was talking to someone just now.. thank God for giving me the chance.. thank God for opening the doors that were so shut.. thanks. it's a great beginning =)
hmm.. there's a lot of things going on in my mind at the moment.. constipation already. cant possibly poured everything out.. or should i say "download". HAHA.. (inside joke)
i could say that i'm a bit lost as well.. even though it's not exactly in that sense. confused? i'm not sure either. absence? of what, i duno. so uncertain rite.. lol. sumtimes i also want to know what i''m thinking. o.O not quite making any sense here. pardon me for that.. i guess, i may know what's going on.. but i cant quite put it in words? prolly..
went to train the kids again this morn.. i feel kinda bad towards the end actually.. had to scold them.. oh man.. they are like even quarrelling n complaining in front of me can.. nonsense! if it were ms tan or ms kuek, they can forget bout training.. oh ya, ms chee's husband and her came by the sch.. n her husband just HAD to sound the horn.. lol. weird adults.. but they are the fun ppl too.. oh well.. haha..
hmm.. wad's wrong with laughing?? lol. also duno wad's gotten into me.. i kept laughing lar.. den jocelin couldnt take it.. laughing is a prob meh? hahaha.. wadeva.. funny. oh, i think that nies so wants to kill me.. haha.. sry woman.. =x love ya! =) next time maybe... hehe.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Oww..
went to do the MRI today.. went there super early and had to wait super long.. they first inserted the dye to my shoulder.. den the doc was like playing with the needle like that.. lol. quite a lot, at least more than half the needle went in? the anaesthetic like nothing like that.. duno.. i could still feel the needle and him pressing my joint.. should i be feeling that? haha..he used a lot of iodine as well.. blegh. the alcohol smell was like smelly plain vodka..super strong. everytime he press the needle, it was pain man.. after a few shots taken, the nurse n doc doing the dye suddenly said that my muscle/ligament may have torn.. cos the dye flowed out.. i was like, "what?!" just said it to myself of cos.. den, they slinged my arm and i went upstairs to do the MRI. waited again of cos. did my shoulder first. they actually said 1/2 hr, but i think it was more than that.. lol. den 5 mins on the shoulder again. after that, my knee for 1/2 hr. i nearly fell asleep.. lol. but, my hands did fall "asleep" lar.. in that position for so long.. cant move at all. when taking the knee, i almost couldnt take it anymore.. cos i cant lie on my back for a very long time.. it'd be very uncomfortable.. tk goodness that i din press the assistance bell.. tk God for strength and tk ppl for their prayers. realised not long after that i nearly pressed the bell in the last few mins..
my shoulder to elbow area's still feeling sore.. =S
my shoulder to elbow area's still feeling sore.. =S
Sunday, April 16, 2006
randomness of life.
wanted to post pics.. but blogger has decided not to let me do it.. will put the pics up on friendster instead.. i'm tempted to print out all the photos that i have.. tempting thought.. haha
went to bedok after svc. svc was super i tell u! haha.. it just.. indescribable... =)
bedok brings back sad memories.. =( sigh. the mrt platform.. the area outside KFC.. the long john.. they all bring back really sad memories.. and we had to walk by all these places.. sigh. what more, the rain added to the blues.. wahh... ='(
went to bedok after svc. svc was super i tell u! haha.. it just.. indescribable... =)
bedok brings back sad memories.. =( sigh. the mrt platform.. the area outside KFC.. the long john.. they all bring back really sad memories.. and we had to walk by all these places.. sigh. what more, the rain added to the blues.. wahh... ='(
Saturday, April 15, 2006
=S
the recent spat of migraines and headaches.. whichever.. anyway, it has made me very tired. i just dun feel like doing anything..
had a gd chat with bernice on thursday night.. after tuition.. once again, my murderous tutor. sigh.. lolx. she was a bit off that day..
i'm old.. haha.. just when i told someone who's older than me that she's not old.. hmm.. psychology.. med based.. possible choice. i'm talking in paragraphs again.. as jo would say. haha.
my bro's at easter svc now.. not back yet.. wonder how things would be.. hopeful =)
i miss sheila jang.. lol. so long nv see her le.. i miss chuting too. n i miss sabby.
i was just thinking.. n i feel kinda bad at times.. but, it's not my fault, is it? i mean, i cant spend time with everyone all the time.. at the same time.. but i feel bad bout that.. so, peeps, if ur reading this, n u feel left out by me, i'm sorry.. n pls do tell me.. i'm not doing it on purpose.. how i wish that i could spend time with the ppl ard me.. pple that i care about. i really want to. not condemnation.. just randomness.
mind's a blank now.
had a gd chat with bernice on thursday night.. after tuition.. once again, my murderous tutor. sigh.. lolx. she was a bit off that day..
i'm old.. haha.. just when i told someone who's older than me that she's not old.. hmm.. psychology.. med based.. possible choice. i'm talking in paragraphs again.. as jo would say. haha.
my bro's at easter svc now.. not back yet.. wonder how things would be.. hopeful =)
i miss sheila jang.. lol. so long nv see her le.. i miss chuting too. n i miss sabby.
i was just thinking.. n i feel kinda bad at times.. but, it's not my fault, is it? i mean, i cant spend time with everyone all the time.. at the same time.. but i feel bad bout that.. so, peeps, if ur reading this, n u feel left out by me, i'm sorry.. n pls do tell me.. i'm not doing it on purpose.. how i wish that i could spend time with the ppl ard me.. pple that i care about. i really want to. not condemnation.. just randomness.
mind's a blank now.
possibilities abound.
been a week since i've updated.. my grandma n dad just quarrelled again.. badmouthing my mum.. sigh. not again.. Lord, pls pull the plug on this.. it's just... sigh. i'm in no mood to study already..
this wk was not very gd.. but nonetheless, thank God for bringing me thru..
easter.. my bro's going with his fren.. thank God that he's going.. trying to get my mum to go.. we'll see..
i'm lost for words.
this wk was not very gd.. but nonetheless, thank God for bringing me thru..
easter.. my bro's going with his fren.. thank God that he's going.. trying to get my mum to go.. we'll see..
i'm lost for words.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
o.O
who ever thought of playing Time Crisis with a dance mat! haha.. we did. lolx. it's super fun n super cool man! haha.. a LOT of teamwork involved too.. haha.. fellowship after cell started with DDR.. obviously i cant dance.. but cant say the same for the others.. esp jo! hehe. den we switched Time Crisis.. so fun! hahaha.. all of us trying to coordinate the thing.. left, right, up, down, shooting and hiding.. haha.. weird..
cell was great. oh, i had this very hot feeling at my hand though. i tot it was je's body heat.. but she said it wasnt. it was during worship.. it's quite impossible too.. heh. come to think of it.. i mean, she'd be burning it the heat was frm her.. it was just super hot!
din train today.. went for lunch with my parents instead.. GEnki! haha.. just a craving. but feel so bad that i left them halfway for cell..
oh!! i'm brace-less!! haha.. removed them on friday.. it feels odd. haha.. so different without the metal.. haha.
i'm super high rite now.. duno why. O.o
cell was great. oh, i had this very hot feeling at my hand though. i tot it was je's body heat.. but she said it wasnt. it was during worship.. it's quite impossible too.. heh. come to think of it.. i mean, she'd be burning it the heat was frm her.. it was just super hot!
din train today.. went for lunch with my parents instead.. GEnki! haha.. just a craving. but feel so bad that i left them halfway for cell..
oh!! i'm brace-less!! haha.. removed them on friday.. it feels odd. haha.. so different without the metal.. haha.
i'm super high rite now.. duno why. O.o
Thursday, April 06, 2006
=\
it's just a waste of time.. and did u ever think that part of "time" is mine? why must everyone conform to you? it just leaves us with no life! if i were to say "no", what would you say? u just love to put people in a tight spot dont u? i already told u, and even showed it on my face.. u just cant see the unwillingness can u? it's written all over my face! n u even had the cheek to ask.. last yr, i was willing.. but it was all just a waste of time.. wow. now, u want me to go again.. when will it ever end. u think, maybe it wont be the same.. i seriously dun see the difference. and since when did it need so many ppl? nonsense. i have better things to do alrite.. sigh. "imbecile".
pardon for the outburst. i just dun get that person or the organisation. sure.. go ahead. we'll see how things turn out. wad a flop it was last yr. wad do u think? u all try.. but u all try too hard.. so hard that u miss out on all the "outstanding points". u all fail to see what really matters or what is really needed. u all just simply miss the point. i dun get how it's possible when u ppl are supposedly above. it's like we are the experiments.. lab mice for u ppl.. u think it's fun when someone plays with ur future, on the pretext of aiding? it just puts me off! detestable.. utterly.
some might wonder, "what in the world?!" or those who think they know, "what's the big deal bout it?" i'm just being childish.. as perceived by those pple if they ever read this.. disgusting. not naming names here.. wad's the use.
dad fetched me frm school. thank him for that. i was just so pissed that i dun wanna think bout anything. came home and headed straight for bed. slept. Lord, forgive me and teach me to forgive. i have no idea why i'm so blown up by such a trivial matter. it's dumb. sigh.
i'm tired.
pardon for the outburst. i just dun get that person or the organisation. sure.. go ahead. we'll see how things turn out. wad a flop it was last yr. wad do u think? u all try.. but u all try too hard.. so hard that u miss out on all the "outstanding points". u all fail to see what really matters or what is really needed. u all just simply miss the point. i dun get how it's possible when u ppl are supposedly above. it's like we are the experiments.. lab mice for u ppl.. u think it's fun when someone plays with ur future, on the pretext of aiding? it just puts me off! detestable.. utterly.
some might wonder, "what in the world?!" or those who think they know, "what's the big deal bout it?" i'm just being childish.. as perceived by those pple if they ever read this.. disgusting. not naming names here.. wad's the use.
dad fetched me frm school. thank him for that. i was just so pissed that i dun wanna think bout anything. came home and headed straight for bed. slept. Lord, forgive me and teach me to forgive. i have no idea why i'm so blown up by such a trivial matter. it's dumb. sigh.
i'm tired.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Sun @ AHS..
Sun came to AHS today.. some CHC ppl and some chosen lower sec came to welcome her.. it was during assembly. she was late.. lolx. Pastor Tan came as well.. at first we thought he was the one sending Sun here.. but apparently not.. lolx. she basically toured the school. i still rmb that the other time she came, i was in sec one. she came with dasmond koh. n pastor Tan was saying that it was such a long time ago.. haha. n now, i'm sec 4, and she comes back again.. =) she's looks super westernized man..
went to the stadium and played a little bball with the guys. took a lot of shots as well.. photo n real shots. then went to the heritage centre to look about.. she did an interview there.. 2 in fact. i was there cos had to help ms wong carry the tripod ard. den Sun was like saying that her first boyfriend was the bball capt.. she courted him. lol. she's frm choir.. kinda expected rite.. lol. photography as well.
so, followed them ard.. took quite some time.. even till assembly ended. haha. then she also went to 4D n took photo + chatted with them.. yep. was on my way out when pastor Tan was like asking, "how?" haha.. told him they still taking pics lor.. haha. heard that she was supposed to visit her schools all in one day.. but, i dun think that's very possible.. considering that they were still in AHS at ard 3plus.. lolx. nxt stop was supposedly VJC bah.. duno. pastor Tan also said that they only decided to come to AHS the night before.. like wow.. so impromptu.. even so, a couple of CHC ppl knew at bout midnight that Sun was coming.. haha. n bro simon msged me when i was already there..lol.
there was the thunderstorm again! wah! so loud n the rain super heavy! had tuition just now.. cos yesterday migraine den cancelled tuition.. oh my goodness. i think it's gonna pour again tmr.. wow. can flood the whole place already.. =x
went to the stadium and played a little bball with the guys. took a lot of shots as well.. photo n real shots. then went to the heritage centre to look about.. she did an interview there.. 2 in fact. i was there cos had to help ms wong carry the tripod ard. den Sun was like saying that her first boyfriend was the bball capt.. she courted him. lol. she's frm choir.. kinda expected rite.. lol. photography as well.
so, followed them ard.. took quite some time.. even till assembly ended. haha. then she also went to 4D n took photo + chatted with them.. yep. was on my way out when pastor Tan was like asking, "how?" haha.. told him they still taking pics lor.. haha. heard that she was supposed to visit her schools all in one day.. but, i dun think that's very possible.. considering that they were still in AHS at ard 3plus.. lolx. nxt stop was supposedly VJC bah.. duno. pastor Tan also said that they only decided to come to AHS the night before.. like wow.. so impromptu.. even so, a couple of CHC ppl knew at bout midnight that Sun was coming.. haha. n bro simon msged me when i was already there..lol.
there was the thunderstorm again! wah! so loud n the rain super heavy! had tuition just now.. cos yesterday migraine den cancelled tuition.. oh my goodness. i think it's gonna pour again tmr.. wow. can flood the whole place already.. =x
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
horrible!
had a super horrendous migraine today! torturous man.. =( it started not long after i stepped onto the school ground.. den i thought it was just any ordinary headache, so din bother much n just prayed. went for morning meeting.. when i was doing patrol, it was super pain man.. i just felt like crying.. when i squat down, it's like even worse. when i stood up after, the whole world seemed to spin and everything seemed white for a moment.. and i was like perspiring like nobody's business.. blegh. what a horrible experience.. the migraine was like on and off at certain times or certain actions that i did.. eg, just tilting my head forward/cough can make my hind brain hurt like mad.. argh. survived math lesson, which was the first.. and sat for my chinese test as well.. it was traumatizing during chinese test.. i felt kinda disorientated too.. asked zheng lao shi for permission to leave and she told me to go see doc n go home.. took her advice.
when i was walking to the bus stop, the sun was like super bright man.. too bright.. sheesh. felt so horrible.. just prayed n walk n prayed n walk.. doc told me it was migraine, gave me medicine.. got home and slept.. it just took me a few mins. less than 5min i think.. wow. sadly, it was like super noisy outside.. cutting grass.. was den awoken a few times.. still had migraine, so i slept summore.. thank God that its gone! phew! wad a relieve... i dun ever want to experience that again man.. tis' the first n the last.
oh, on my way back, i think there's an arsonist around here.. the bulk disposable thing was burnt at 2 blocks.. that i noticed of cos.. charred the wall behind it too.. eeks.. who's that inconsiderate person.. wonder when it happened.. it poured again! n the thunder was super noisy! wah.. can u imagine, a person having migraine, affected by first the grass cutting and den the thunder... wow.. sigh. it just adds on.
hope i din miss much lessons today.. considering that i left after the second period. =x just couldnt take it.. n to think that my tolerance lvl is beyond normal.. =S
when i was walking to the bus stop, the sun was like super bright man.. too bright.. sheesh. felt so horrible.. just prayed n walk n prayed n walk.. doc told me it was migraine, gave me medicine.. got home and slept.. it just took me a few mins. less than 5min i think.. wow. sadly, it was like super noisy outside.. cutting grass.. was den awoken a few times.. still had migraine, so i slept summore.. thank God that its gone! phew! wad a relieve... i dun ever want to experience that again man.. tis' the first n the last.
oh, on my way back, i think there's an arsonist around here.. the bulk disposable thing was burnt at 2 blocks.. that i noticed of cos.. charred the wall behind it too.. eeks.. who's that inconsiderate person.. wonder when it happened.. it poured again! n the thunder was super noisy! wah.. can u imagine, a person having migraine, affected by first the grass cutting and den the thunder... wow.. sigh. it just adds on.
hope i din miss much lessons today.. considering that i left after the second period. =x just couldnt take it.. n to think that my tolerance lvl is beyond normal.. =S
Sunday, April 02, 2006
=S blegh.
non-stop sneezing + fever + bodyaches... disgusting. din go for service today.. =( got the fever last night.. n i still cant stop sneezing! thank God that the fever's down =) felt super weak man..
hmm.. is it cos my shoulder? cos my shoulder felt the extreme heat first.. eeks. haiya.. dun think bout it! i will be healed! =D
i feel bad that i din share the chapter at the time i got it..(friday) =( i wanted to, but i din... at least until yesterday.. =x that's so evil of me..
2 tests tmr.. n tons of homework.. wah...
i feel so cheated man.
hmm.. is it cos my shoulder? cos my shoulder felt the extreme heat first.. eeks. haiya.. dun think bout it! i will be healed! =D
i feel bad that i din share the chapter at the time i got it..(friday) =( i wanted to, but i din... at least until yesterday.. =x that's so evil of me..
2 tests tmr.. n tons of homework.. wah...
i feel so cheated man.