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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
i think i can go be a psychic or a "mind reader" already.. LOL. =X
JUST KIDDING.. hahaha.
HMM... (serious now.) well, i guess it's really a longing in everyone of us..
to feel appreciated.
to feel loved.
to feel cared for.
nothing wrong with that of cos.. we are humans that are imperfect.. cliche, but it's true. we all long for that physical touch. be it one's hand being held or a hug.. or, simply another's presence.. cos it feels real that way.. hmm.. no?
that's why mother teresa amazes me.. i wonder how she did it. after hearing events after events.. the things that she has done.. it's really amazing, to be always giving.
a thing to note from mother teresa's example.. she's giving. yes, we all know that. BUT, know that she's greatly appreciated at the same time. so, i guess we can all hold on to sumthing and know that, everytime we give.. be it our lives, time or finances.. (which all eventually equals to life itself) it's appreciated. period.
and i believe that i've never quite heard anyone getting hurt by appreciating someone. so, YOU who are reading this, show ur appreciation for someone.. it'll make their day =) come on.. a small gesture goes a long way man.. and, it DOESNT hurt.
an sms.
a phone call.
an email.
by msn.
there's so much more ways to contact another rite now.. make use of it! if you want, u sure can do snail mail.. lol. wad other ways?? aplenty. just a simple thank you. and mean wadever you say or do of cos.. haha. =)
JUST KIDDING.. hahaha.
HMM... (serious now.) well, i guess it's really a longing in everyone of us..
to feel appreciated.
to feel loved.
to feel cared for.
nothing wrong with that of cos.. we are humans that are imperfect.. cliche, but it's true. we all long for that physical touch. be it one's hand being held or a hug.. or, simply another's presence.. cos it feels real that way.. hmm.. no?
that's why mother teresa amazes me.. i wonder how she did it. after hearing events after events.. the things that she has done.. it's really amazing, to be always giving.
BUT, that makes God even more amazing =) what He has done is so much more.. thank you Daddy God!
a thing to note from mother teresa's example.. she's giving. yes, we all know that. BUT, know that she's greatly appreciated at the same time. so, i guess we can all hold on to sumthing and know that, everytime we give.. be it our lives, time or finances.. (which all eventually equals to life itself) it's appreciated. period.
and i believe that i've never quite heard anyone getting hurt by appreciating someone. so, YOU who are reading this, show ur appreciation for someone.. it'll make their day =) come on.. a small gesture goes a long way man.. and, it DOESNT hurt.
an sms.
a phone call.
an email.
by msn.
there's so much more ways to contact another rite now.. make use of it! if you want, u sure can do snail mail.. lol. wad other ways?? aplenty. just a simple thank you. and mean wadever you say or do of cos.. haha. =)
Sunday, October 29, 2006
it's just so awesome to be set free. =)
yes.
you saw rite.
for the past week i had been so affected that i just couldnt sleep. for many nights it was so. i'd just lie there on my bed and those thoughts would just flood my mind. quite literally FLOOD. it was just such an "ARGH." experience.. it happened constantly a LONG time ago. and i guess i just wasnt quite prepared when it happened again.
guard my heart.
guard my mind.
yes.
you saw rite.
for the past week i had been so affected that i just couldnt sleep. for many nights it was so. i'd just lie there on my bed and those thoughts would just flood my mind. quite literally FLOOD. it was just such an "ARGH." experience.. it happened constantly a LONG time ago. and i guess i just wasnt quite prepared when it happened again.
guard my heart.
guard my mind.
Jang, if ur reading this, i thank you once again. your hugs and just lending your time and a listening ear.. i really appreciate it =)
God's just so awesome =)
the way He works, just amazes me so much.
(cont' green)
God's just so awesome =)
the way He works, just amazes me so much.
(cont' green)
that is how i've been feeling for this past wk..(green)
so distracted.
i thank God that i'm seeing Jang and Mic later.. thank God for them =) just the thought has made me feel much better..
and darling, thanks for your spastic ways that have not failed to cheer me up.
thanks mk for listening and reminding me.
=)
thank God.
so distracted.
i thank God that i'm seeing Jang and Mic later.. thank God for them =) just the thought has made me feel much better..
and darling, thanks for your spastic ways that have not failed to cheer me up.
thanks mk for listening and reminding me.
=)
thank God.
Friday, October 27, 2006
me feeling kinda funny now.. pray that i dun get sick.. it's only like a couple of days to the big O's!! AHHHHH!!! i'm feeling kinda vomity and hot.. heat hot i mean.. ARGH.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUNNY.
HAHA.
see wad i mean... i'm not even thinking straight.. or sound as serious as i usually am.. o.O BUT BUT! i gotta learn to lighten up.. so many people have told me that i looked so serious to the point that i seem unapproachable.. LOL. i'm NOT ok.. haha.. when u get to know me, i can get SO cold.. lol.. i'm just more inclined to think than others.. i'm in thought most of the time and hence the "serious" look.. I'M JUST THINKING! and YES, i DO think A LOT. that i admit.. lol.
AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh~ i cant distinguish if i'm having a headache or not.. o.O
AWESOME~
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUNNY.
HAHA.
see wad i mean... i'm not even thinking straight.. or sound as serious as i usually am.. o.O BUT BUT! i gotta learn to lighten up.. so many people have told me that i looked so serious to the point that i seem unapproachable.. LOL. i'm NOT ok.. haha.. when u get to know me, i can get SO cold.. lol.. i'm just more inclined to think than others.. i'm in thought most of the time and hence the "serious" look.. I'M JUST THINKING! and YES, i DO think A LOT. that i admit.. lol.
AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh~ i cant distinguish if i'm having a headache or not.. o.O
AWESOME~
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Life is like a game of solitaire.
The cards are us or events in life... so many different kinds, of different families and numbers... after each click of the mouse on the whole deck, each click represents an event or person that has passed... be it a period in our lives... or just plain time.. Once you've passed that card (person/event), you only have a chance of "undoing" it once... if you choose to click again on the deck, you move on and you can’t go back anymore...
Sometimes, due to missed opportunities, we miss out on being able to game. Meaning, over-looking a card that we could have brought down or to put in the gaming pile... sometimes, we just cant seem to game becomes of the untimely appearance of the card(s)..
We also know that in order to game, we must match the cards of the same families, in a systematic order... I’m sure that many of us have failed to game after numerous attempts... it’s not that easy... just like life.
There are times when we missed out on someone or something... some of us may get frustrated after awhile... “WHY IS IT THAT I CANT SEEM TO GAME?!?!” at this point, some people choose the click on the “X” at the top right hand corner of the screen. GAME OVER instantly, “GAME OVER” for their lives as well... some of us persist on... “Delay is not denial... I’ll game soon!” and indeed one will. Sooner or later, we’ll get to taste the sweet joy of victory…
Also, as in the game, only certain cards fit… the alternating colors of black and red in this case... complementing one another to a certain extent… though, I must say that they look weird at times… back to the subject. Some people may get along find with others, some not so easily with the same people… as of the different patterns on the card… the different numbers and colors… we are all so different. Maybe, we may have some minute things in common… say, color? Number? Just that little bit… as oppose to us, we may have similar interests, backgrounds… things like that… but still, it’s just that little bit. How then can we “game”?
These cards set aside their differences… you can say they were “forced” to do so as they don’t have a mind of their own… the difference with us is, we have the ability to make that choice…
I can very well bring God into this picture… God’s the player… who else rite? He is able to control which cards go where, which cards He wants to use… I’m glad to say that God is able to “game” every time, if we cooperate… not putting it in the context where by God plays us (with our lives)… but more of, helping us to fulfill our purpose… if the cards (us) don’t appear when we are supposed to… He can’t force us to come out or use us rite?
BUT… if we come prepared, to be chosen, at the right timing, I’m sure that God would use us…
There’s just so many analogies to be taken from this simple card game... to the point that I’m quite lost myself... here’s just some food for thought..
have you been missing out on someone?
have you been missing out on sumthing?
have you been missing out on God?
Until next time...
The cards are us or events in life... so many different kinds, of different families and numbers... after each click of the mouse on the whole deck, each click represents an event or person that has passed... be it a period in our lives... or just plain time.. Once you've passed that card (person/event), you only have a chance of "undoing" it once... if you choose to click again on the deck, you move on and you can’t go back anymore...
Sometimes, due to missed opportunities, we miss out on being able to game. Meaning, over-looking a card that we could have brought down or to put in the gaming pile... sometimes, we just cant seem to game becomes of the untimely appearance of the card(s)..
We also know that in order to game, we must match the cards of the same families, in a systematic order... I’m sure that many of us have failed to game after numerous attempts... it’s not that easy... just like life.
There are times when we missed out on someone or something... some of us may get frustrated after awhile... “WHY IS IT THAT I CANT SEEM TO GAME?!?!” at this point, some people choose the click on the “X” at the top right hand corner of the screen. GAME OVER instantly, “GAME OVER” for their lives as well... some of us persist on... “Delay is not denial... I’ll game soon!” and indeed one will. Sooner or later, we’ll get to taste the sweet joy of victory…
Also, as in the game, only certain cards fit… the alternating colors of black and red in this case... complementing one another to a certain extent… though, I must say that they look weird at times… back to the subject. Some people may get along find with others, some not so easily with the same people… as of the different patterns on the card… the different numbers and colors… we are all so different. Maybe, we may have some minute things in common… say, color? Number? Just that little bit… as oppose to us, we may have similar interests, backgrounds… things like that… but still, it’s just that little bit. How then can we “game”?
These cards set aside their differences… you can say they were “forced” to do so as they don’t have a mind of their own… the difference with us is, we have the ability to make that choice…
I can very well bring God into this picture… God’s the player… who else rite? He is able to control which cards go where, which cards He wants to use… I’m glad to say that God is able to “game” every time, if we cooperate… not putting it in the context where by God plays us (with our lives)… but more of, helping us to fulfill our purpose… if the cards (us) don’t appear when we are supposed to… He can’t force us to come out or use us rite?
BUT… if we come prepared, to be chosen, at the right timing, I’m sure that God would use us…
There’s just so many analogies to be taken from this simple card game... to the point that I’m quite lost myself... here’s just some food for thought..
have you been missing out on someone?
have you been missing out on sumthing?
have you been missing out on God?
Until next time...
Monday, October 23, 2006
then, know it's only a facade that only oneself knows
then, know it's just but a shield that keeps out everything else
then, know it's but a plea that cant get across
then, know it's one of the many ways of expression
then, know it's not a very effective way of talking
then, know it's time to learn to express
then, know it's time to conquer
oh man.. can they stop drilling! haha.. it's seriously driving me nuts.. heading down to vivo city for family lunch soon.. =) initially, wasnt really planning on going.. den again, i'd consider it time well spent.. time worth spending. =)
it's the life in the years.. not the years in the life that count.. so rite.. there are certain things that, if we dont do it now, when are we ever gonna get it done?? NEVER. after putting things of again, you'd get tired of putting it off that you'd put the whole thing off totally.. just think about it.
i dun wanna live a life of regrets.. sumtimes, it's just all about taking risks.. sure, you are bound to offend some people along the way.. certain things that others just dont agree with you.. but the thing is, if you know it's right, if u know it's benefitting for others.. just do it i'd say. just do it. it's really so much better to give one's life to others rather than living for oneself.. it's so much better. yea.. one can so wish that the world works this way.. sadly to say, it aint like that.
during bs, i was asked to reflect.. how can i not want anything? (material) the truth of the matter is, i can.. i can forgo material stuff.. i'd rather spend on others than myself.. why not? the thing that makes me really happy is to see others well and happy.. it dont matter if i dun have certain things.. in fact, i'm blessed to have the things i have now.. having anymore to me would be a want.. not a need. i can do without that. but i cant do without seeing people happy.. i cant do without seeing smiles on people's faces.. i cant. i long for quality time rather than material possessions.. material possession dont last.. everyone knows that.. i long for things that are lasting.. so to speak. i'd give anything for time with those i love.. time.. lol. the most valuable thing a man can spend.. sadly to say, we are just so caught up.. sumtime too caught up in our lives.. o wells~
i hoped that the gesture yesterday has made their day a little brighter, a little better. =)
then, know it's just but a shield that keeps out everything else
then, know it's but a plea that cant get across
then, know it's one of the many ways of expression
then, know it's not a very effective way of talking
then, know it's time to learn to express
then, know it's time to conquer
oh man.. can they stop drilling! haha.. it's seriously driving me nuts.. heading down to vivo city for family lunch soon.. =) initially, wasnt really planning on going.. den again, i'd consider it time well spent.. time worth spending. =)
it's the life in the years.. not the years in the life that count.. so rite.. there are certain things that, if we dont do it now, when are we ever gonna get it done?? NEVER. after putting things of again, you'd get tired of putting it off that you'd put the whole thing off totally.. just think about it.
i dun wanna live a life of regrets.. sumtimes, it's just all about taking risks.. sure, you are bound to offend some people along the way.. certain things that others just dont agree with you.. but the thing is, if you know it's right, if u know it's benefitting for others.. just do it i'd say. just do it. it's really so much better to give one's life to others rather than living for oneself.. it's so much better. yea.. one can so wish that the world works this way.. sadly to say, it aint like that.
during bs, i was asked to reflect.. how can i not want anything? (material) the truth of the matter is, i can.. i can forgo material stuff.. i'd rather spend on others than myself.. why not? the thing that makes me really happy is to see others well and happy.. it dont matter if i dun have certain things.. in fact, i'm blessed to have the things i have now.. having anymore to me would be a want.. not a need. i can do without that. but i cant do without seeing people happy.. i cant do without seeing smiles on people's faces.. i cant. i long for quality time rather than material possessions.. material possession dont last.. everyone knows that.. i long for things that are lasting.. so to speak. i'd give anything for time with those i love.. time.. lol. the most valuable thing a man can spend.. sadly to say, we are just so caught up.. sumtime too caught up in our lives.. o wells~
i hoped that the gesture yesterday has made their day a little brighter, a little better. =)
Sunday, October 22, 2006
i had a lot of things in mind.
but i forgot.
but i forgot.
Friday, October 20, 2006
this life has been great =)
how many pple can actually say that? well, not many.. anyways, i'm just really glad. i guess when we start to learn how to count our blessings and stop comparing how good a life others live, it's just so much better! why is it that we dont compare it with those worse off than us? we dont see that eh? LOL.
of cos, there are ups and downs.. i mean, come on! that's what makes life what it is.. *link back to that heart beat post* gosh..
i really appreciate the ppl around me.. some, i may not know that well.. others, maybe i do.. not matter what, i just appreciate that they are in my life, one way or another.. some may have directly impacted me.. some, indirectly.. anyhow, they've made this life more beautiful, more colourful.. whoever you are reading this, you have done so too! that's right.. u may not know it.. or u may.. the thing is that, every little thing that you do, you've impacted someone a way or another.. big impact or small impact, it's still an impact. your very existence counts in many ways possible..
The wisest are not the ones with the most years in their lives, but the most life in their years.
how many pple can actually say that? well, not many.. anyways, i'm just really glad. i guess when we start to learn how to count our blessings and stop comparing how good a life others live, it's just so much better! why is it that we dont compare it with those worse off than us? we dont see that eh? LOL.
of cos, there are ups and downs.. i mean, come on! that's what makes life what it is.. *link back to that heart beat post* gosh..
i really appreciate the ppl around me.. some, i may not know that well.. others, maybe i do.. not matter what, i just appreciate that they are in my life, one way or another.. some may have directly impacted me.. some, indirectly.. anyhow, they've made this life more beautiful, more colourful.. whoever you are reading this, you have done so too! that's right.. u may not know it.. or u may.. the thing is that, every little thing that you do, you've impacted someone a way or another.. big impact or small impact, it's still an impact. your very existence counts in many ways possible..
The wisest are not the ones with the most years in their lives, but the most life in their years.
GRADUATION.
lol.. photos and MORE photos.. there'll be more when grad nite comes! haha.. =)
yay! today's a happy occassion =D i din see anyone cry.. lol.. except maybe mdm ho who looked like she was gonna cry... =x
it was simple and nice =)
the next few times that we'd get to see everyone would be grad nite and the day we get back our results.. hmm.. there would definitely be more pics to be taken and hugs to go around =)
until then.
lol.. photos and MORE photos.. there'll be more when grad nite comes! haha.. =)
yay! today's a happy occassion =D i din see anyone cry.. lol.. except maybe mdm ho who looked like she was gonna cry... =x
it was simple and nice =)
the next few times that we'd get to see everyone would be grad nite and the day we get back our results.. hmm.. there would definitely be more pics to be taken and hugs to go around =)
until then.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hmm.. =(( my mum din buy the stuff.. so i cant cook.. =( lol.. o wells..
i think my mind's way saturated already.. i think yulan's too! haha.. she sent me a msg during tuition, that she sent yesterday.. o.O
hmm.. hmm.. hmm..
out of my wishlist, no. 3's fulfilled.. by myself.. hahaha.. prolly no. 6 too.. by myself.. LOL.
oh boy...
i think my mind's way saturated already.. i think yulan's too! haha.. she sent me a msg during tuition, that she sent yesterday.. o.O
hmm.. hmm.. hmm..
out of my wishlist, no. 3's fulfilled.. by myself.. hahaha.. prolly no. 6 too.. by myself.. LOL.
oh boy...
swim was great =) thank God for the better weather!
hmm.. i think i'm gonna cook for lunch tmr.. yep. i will if my mum buys the stuff.. haha.. anyone wanna eat?? if you are not afraid of getting a stomachache.. LOL.
it's geog day today.. content and more content.. =)
tuition later in the evening..
WOOTS~
hmm.. i think i'm gonna cook for lunch tmr.. yep. i will if my mum buys the stuff.. haha.. anyone wanna eat?? if you are not afraid of getting a stomachache.. LOL.
it's geog day today.. content and more content.. =)
tuition later in the evening..
WOOTS~
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
awesome thing to think about eh?? the previous post for today. lol
anyways, it's chili galore again! haha.. i think i'm going nuts already.. no sensation of spicyness whatsoever.. lol. ard 8 packs yesterday that went down without much of a kick.. today's lunch in sch, ask the uncle to add.. initially, i went like "oh~ ok.. lol" when i saw the amount he scooped into the bowl.. after having my noodles, i realised that looks can really be deceiving.. HAHA! no much of any feeling from that.. normally, i dun ask him to add and i can choke on the spicyness at times.. but when i asked him to add more, nothing happened?? hahaha.. watever~ lol.
bio pract was pretty alrite i suppose.. considered it to be quite decent.. i hope that i'll be able to do well.. even though, instructions and questions were quite vague.. rather ambiguous actually.. for some.. i just pray that it doesnt pull me down.. like kent said, it's supposed to pull me up! haha! i pray for that to happen =)
came home and it's chili again! LOL. =x 5 packs? i think.. not a lot..
eh! i can so multi task.. haha.. it's nice to talk to JT on the phone but, cannot do that often.. i was reading, talking with JT, talking to my classmates.. listening to both conversations at the same time.. and can still answer ppl questions.. LOL. wow. and i realised it was like close to an hour.. =S man.. i need to stop talking.. especially to myself.. haha..
i have to force myself to eat.. during mealtimes i mean.. haha.. i seriously have no feeling of hunger already.. so those who are reading this, pls remind me! HAHAHA..
okies.. i'm looking for some company.. (not in any order)
1. to study with me
2. to have ice cream with me.. lol
3. to swim with me.. (pray the weather gets better)
4. to take long bus rides with me..
5. to sit with me at the beach..
6. to have chili with me! YES!
7. to just chill..
but you know what, this i'd just wish =) yep.
it's not a want.. it's just (a) wish(es). =)
anyways, it's chili galore again! haha.. i think i'm going nuts already.. no sensation of spicyness whatsoever.. lol. ard 8 packs yesterday that went down without much of a kick.. today's lunch in sch, ask the uncle to add.. initially, i went like "oh~ ok.. lol" when i saw the amount he scooped into the bowl.. after having my noodles, i realised that looks can really be deceiving.. HAHA! no much of any feeling from that.. normally, i dun ask him to add and i can choke on the spicyness at times.. but when i asked him to add more, nothing happened?? hahaha.. watever~ lol.
bio pract was pretty alrite i suppose.. considered it to be quite decent.. i hope that i'll be able to do well.. even though, instructions and questions were quite vague.. rather ambiguous actually.. for some.. i just pray that it doesnt pull me down.. like kent said, it's supposed to pull me up! haha! i pray for that to happen =)
came home and it's chili again! LOL. =x 5 packs? i think.. not a lot..
eh! i can so multi task.. haha.. it's nice to talk to JT on the phone but, cannot do that often.. i was reading, talking with JT, talking to my classmates.. listening to both conversations at the same time.. and can still answer ppl questions.. LOL. wow. and i realised it was like close to an hour.. =S man.. i need to stop talking.. especially to myself.. haha..
i have to force myself to eat.. during mealtimes i mean.. haha.. i seriously have no feeling of hunger already.. so those who are reading this, pls remind me! HAHAHA..
okies.. i'm looking for some company.. (not in any order)
1. to study with me
2. to have ice cream with me.. lol
3. to swim with me.. (pray the weather gets better)
4. to take long bus rides with me..
5. to sit with me at the beach..
6. to have chili with me! YES!
7. to just chill..
but you know what, this i'd just wish =) yep.
it's not a want.. it's just (a) wish(es). =)
saw this and got it off someone's friendster..
If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q RS T U V W X Y Z
is equal to
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 1213 14 15 16 1718 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
Then Hard work=H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K =8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only
KnOwLeDgE=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E= 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96only
LOve=L+O+V+E=12+15+22+5=54%
LucK=L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47%(DoN't MosT oF Us tHIiK tHis Is MoStImPOrtAnT???)
Den what makes 100%
Is itMoNEy? ..... No!!!!!
fAmE? ...... NO!!!!
Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our attitude. To go to the top, to that 100% what we really need to go further..... abit more.......
AtTItUdE=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E =1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life andWork that makesOUR Life 100%
If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q RS T U V W X Y Z
is equal to
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 1213 14 15 16 1718 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
Then Hard work=H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K =8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only
KnOwLeDgE=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E= 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96only
LOve=L+O+V+E=12+15+22+5=54%
LucK=L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47%(DoN't MosT oF Us tHIiK tHis Is MoStImPOrtAnT???)
Den what makes 100%
Is itMoNEy? ..... No!!!!!
fAmE? ...... NO!!!!
Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our attitude. To go to the top, to that 100% what we really need to go further..... abit more.......
AtTItUdE=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E =1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life andWork that makesOUR Life 100%
Monday, October 16, 2006
i do believe that the bad air was an accomplice contributing to my hyperventilation.. =( working hand in hand with my unrested body.. argh.
the PSI is now 127.. i'd better not start hyperventilating.. otherwise, i can just die at home.. haha.. no one would know that i'd hyperventilated.. no one to help me.. lol.. nah.. not that serious.. the gd thing is, i dun panic.. so at least it's better that way.
thank God that i managed to get some slp after the lack.. i just HAD to.. throbbing headache = cant concentrate.. for the sake of my pract tmr.. i just had to. and thank God that i could..
i'm rather distracted now.. just cant seem to set my heart on my books.. and the thing is, i know that i know my stuff for pract.. just feels like i'm going through the motion.. okies.. i shall go pray and then try again..
you know, you can actually not care if you dont want to.
the PSI is now 127.. i'd better not start hyperventilating.. otherwise, i can just die at home.. haha.. no one would know that i'd hyperventilated.. no one to help me.. lol.. nah.. not that serious.. the gd thing is, i dun panic.. so at least it's better that way.
thank God that i managed to get some slp after the lack.. i just HAD to.. throbbing headache = cant concentrate.. for the sake of my pract tmr.. i just had to. and thank God that i could..
i'm rather distracted now.. just cant seem to set my heart on my books.. and the thing is, i know that i know my stuff for pract.. just feels like i'm going through the motion.. okies.. i shall go pray and then try again..
you know, you can actually not care if you dont want to.
(pardon the ugly drawing)
this is what happens when people start building walls around themselves.. A, B, C and D are the wall builders.. E? the person who wants to reach out to those behind the walls.. but, as all can see, E himself now has the walls of the others surrounding him.. 2 ways to perceive this..
1. it's just the walls of the others.. so what..
2. E has now walls that others built against him, trapped.. forced to be like the others surrounding him..
i was thinking of the latter.. how we can unknowingly cause someone to built "their" walls even though they din have them in the first place.. cos we first built the walls around ourselves.. others wont want to come near.. they sure know that they'll get trapped once they come near.. no?
you may say you have that little door somewhere along the wall.. yea.. A LITTLE DOOR. not everyone can find it and fit through it.. den you say there's a BIG DOOR. but it's locked. where are we supposed to go find the key?? under the flower pot??
you can long for someone to enter.. BUT, how can anyone do so when you choose to keep the doors and windows locked?? better still, some may install this super alarm system that once someone comes within 50m, the barricades drop immediately.. metal shutters behind window drop with a loud "clang"..
think about it.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i shall go swim tmr.. one hr non stop. anyone wanna?? lol.. i doubt so. btw, will the haze affect?? lol.. if not, anyone wanna go gym?? i just need to exercise it all out.. =x
okies.. i think i'm beginning to be like evelyn.. lol.. when she's stressed, she talks non stop.. and i think that's happening to me too.. somewhat.. not to such a large extent of course.. haha. =x *ZIP*
i think ppl become very extreme when they are agitated.. haha.. for me, even though i cant exactly say that i feel stressed, but my body seems to be reacting otherwise.. lol. insomnia.. GREAT craving for chili.. and i'm still looking for someone to accompany me.. not that the person has to eat.. just keep me company.. i can get really emotional too.. =x not a good thing lar.. but it's just a way of release.. lol.. i'll be like super high or super low and cold.. lol.. wad else rite.. o.O sounds like someone pms-ing.. hahaha!
anyways, today was an awesome day =D from BS to svc to PM.. God's so great!
okies.. i think i'm beginning to be like evelyn.. lol.. when she's stressed, she talks non stop.. and i think that's happening to me too.. somewhat.. not to such a large extent of course.. haha. =x *ZIP*
i think ppl become very extreme when they are agitated.. haha.. for me, even though i cant exactly say that i feel stressed, but my body seems to be reacting otherwise.. lol. insomnia.. GREAT craving for chili.. and i'm still looking for someone to accompany me.. not that the person has to eat.. just keep me company.. i can get really emotional too.. =x not a good thing lar.. but it's just a way of release.. lol.. i'll be like super high or super low and cold.. lol.. wad else rite.. o.O sounds like someone pms-ing.. hahaha!
anyways, today was an awesome day =D from BS to svc to PM.. God's so great!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
the pressure's inevitable, no one's infallible..
despite everything, i still wanna thank God. =)
have you wondered why things are the way they are?
i'm sure all of us have..
it's just a random thought..
thanks JT for the ice cream =) i'm sorry that i could not oblige though.. but, i really appreciate it =) (despite me telling u that i dun like to eat ice cream alone.. n u still wanna make me eat it alone.. lol)
bout of insomnia is back to haunt again.. LOL.
despite everything, i still wanna thank God. =)
have you wondered why things are the way they are?
i'm sure all of us have..
it's just a random thought..
thanks JT for the ice cream =) i'm sorry that i could not oblige though.. but, i really appreciate it =) (despite me telling u that i dun like to eat ice cream alone.. n u still wanna make me eat it alone.. lol)
bout of insomnia is back to haunt again.. LOL.
Friday, October 13, 2006
CHILI ROCKS!
haha.. that's so random.. i just downed LOADS of chili.. haha.. about the amt of 10packs? ard there.. okies.. that's not a lot.. and, I'M STILL WANTING MORE!! awesome =D hahaha.. i think i'm nuts.. lol. PEANUT! CASHEW! ALMOND! PISTACHIO! still got wad arh?? hahaha! spastic!
i still want chili! anyone out there who wants to accompany me in eating chili?? i'm seriously in a VERY VERY good mood.. haha.. it's been ages since i'm able to eat chili like that.. and, i dun even think it's spicy.. even though my stomache thinks otherwise.. haha..
okies.. i think it was rather a good thing that i went back to sch today.. even though i've been lamenting about the "waste of time".. it was... for the past few times.. but, today's an exception.. haha..
WOOTS~~
O's are approaching! awesome.
You Are a Bearer of Fruit
You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My Name He may give you.
John 15:16
At Creation, the Lord commanded man to go and bear fruit. At the new birth, the new creation, He commanded the same thing. He wants us to be fruit bearing spiritual beings. Our destiny is to bear fruit. Much fruit! When we bear much fruit, fruit that lasts, the Father is glorified. “By this My Father is glorified, that your bear much fruit; so you will be my disciples” (John 15:8).
Sometimes we think we might become arrogant if we bear too much fruit. God does not reason this way. Our abundant, rich, long lasting and high quality fruit glorifies God. Fruit is something visible. It can be seen, tasted, eaten and counted. Fruit is something that blesses others.
However, fruit comes from an invisible inner life. Fruit is produced from the sap of a tree. Only when we have a rich inner life can we expect rich outer fruit. The fruit is not the beginning; it is the result. Fruit does not appear immediately. First the tree grows, develops its roots and branches out. Then the fruit comes. Fruit comes gradually, little by little. It often takes time and requires patience. But we are destined to bear fruit. This is God’s wonderful purpose with our lives. Decide to believe that you are a bearer of fruit. Believe that Jesus truly has destined and called you to bear fruit.
- Ulf Ekman
haha.. that's so random.. i just downed LOADS of chili.. haha.. about the amt of 10packs? ard there.. okies.. that's not a lot.. and, I'M STILL WANTING MORE!! awesome =D hahaha.. i think i'm nuts.. lol. PEANUT! CASHEW! ALMOND! PISTACHIO! still got wad arh?? hahaha! spastic!
i still want chili! anyone out there who wants to accompany me in eating chili?? i'm seriously in a VERY VERY good mood.. haha.. it's been ages since i'm able to eat chili like that.. and, i dun even think it's spicy.. even though my stomache thinks otherwise.. haha..
okies.. i think it was rather a good thing that i went back to sch today.. even though i've been lamenting about the "waste of time".. it was... for the past few times.. but, today's an exception.. haha..
WOOTS~~
O's are approaching! awesome.
You Are a Bearer of Fruit
You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My Name He may give you.
John 15:16
At Creation, the Lord commanded man to go and bear fruit. At the new birth, the new creation, He commanded the same thing. He wants us to be fruit bearing spiritual beings. Our destiny is to bear fruit. Much fruit! When we bear much fruit, fruit that lasts, the Father is glorified. “By this My Father is glorified, that your bear much fruit; so you will be my disciples” (John 15:8).
Sometimes we think we might become arrogant if we bear too much fruit. God does not reason this way. Our abundant, rich, long lasting and high quality fruit glorifies God. Fruit is something visible. It can be seen, tasted, eaten and counted. Fruit is something that blesses others.
However, fruit comes from an invisible inner life. Fruit is produced from the sap of a tree. Only when we have a rich inner life can we expect rich outer fruit. The fruit is not the beginning; it is the result. Fruit does not appear immediately. First the tree grows, develops its roots and branches out. Then the fruit comes. Fruit comes gradually, little by little. It often takes time and requires patience. But we are destined to bear fruit. This is God’s wonderful purpose with our lives. Decide to believe that you are a bearer of fruit. Believe that Jesus truly has destined and called you to bear fruit.
- Ulf Ekman
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
do we sumtimes take too long to discover our abilities? or rather, is it that we choose not to acknowledge? because we dun feel that our ability is worth using on someone else or sumthing like that.. just what is it?
potential.. it's sumthing we all have, yet not fully exploited. why?
do we fear that we are able to achieve beyond that we expect?
do we fear that we wont be able to control ourselves as soon as we unleash the hidden person inside?
do we fear that people will have sumthing to say? (ppl always do anyway.. no matter what)
why do we fear so much?
why do i fear so much?
why am i so conscious of how others think of me? why am i constantly seeking acceptance and attention still? of cos, not that much like it used to be.. but why so? are the people whom i think accept me for who i am really doing so?
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the thing is sumtimes we are so busy giving or thinking of giving that we dun realise that we are actually receiving at the same time.. or sumtimes, we end up neglecting the person who wants to give to us.. no? funny how pple operate eh? lol.. the irony of life..
i pray for a greater capacity. to love others and to do the things that we are suppose to do. it's definitely not easy.. things come with a price tag.. and, the more difficult it is, the greater we value it.. why? that's the way things are i suppose.. only when it takes a lot out of us.. our time.. our efforts.. sweat and blood.. these are things that we value.. aint that true? most of it anyway. these are the things/people we hold on tightly to.. sumtimes, even to the point where it's gone and we are still unable to let go..
i'm curious.. are we able to cherish enough to be able to let go when its gone?
time heals all wounds.. well, that depends.
first, that wound must be cleansed.
second, sterilised.
third, medicated.
fourth, bandaged.
fifth, left untouched.
all these take time..
trying to be a better person.
potential.. it's sumthing we all have, yet not fully exploited. why?
do we fear that we are able to achieve beyond that we expect?
do we fear that we wont be able to control ourselves as soon as we unleash the hidden person inside?
do we fear that people will have sumthing to say? (ppl always do anyway.. no matter what)
why do we fear so much?
why do i fear so much?
why am i so conscious of how others think of me? why am i constantly seeking acceptance and attention still? of cos, not that much like it used to be.. but why so? are the people whom i think accept me for who i am really doing so?
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the thing is sumtimes we are so busy giving or thinking of giving that we dun realise that we are actually receiving at the same time.. or sumtimes, we end up neglecting the person who wants to give to us.. no? funny how pple operate eh? lol.. the irony of life..
i pray for a greater capacity. to love others and to do the things that we are suppose to do. it's definitely not easy.. things come with a price tag.. and, the more difficult it is, the greater we value it.. why? that's the way things are i suppose.. only when it takes a lot out of us.. our time.. our efforts.. sweat and blood.. these are things that we value.. aint that true? most of it anyway. these are the things/people we hold on tightly to.. sumtimes, even to the point where it's gone and we are still unable to let go..
i'm curious.. are we able to cherish enough to be able to let go when its gone?
time heals all wounds.. well, that depends.
first, that wound must be cleansed.
second, sterilised.
third, medicated.
fourth, bandaged.
fifth, left untouched.
all these take time..
trying to be a better person.
i'm amazed at myself.. lol.
first: (ytd) i woke up in the evening thinking i was late for school..
second: i managed to sms ppl even when i'm asleep.. LOL. in fact, i sent 2 empty msges to 2 different people.. what more, these 2 ppl arnt on the list of "people that i last send msges to".. i amazed at how i managed to do it twice.. and i seriously have no impression or recollection of doing it at all.. o.O i must have been "slp-msging".. i mean, it couldnt have been an accident.. seriously. my phone was flipped with the keypad facing downward and well, it's really quite impossible.. lol.
chemistry, here i come.
first: (ytd) i woke up in the evening thinking i was late for school..
second: i managed to sms ppl even when i'm asleep.. LOL. in fact, i sent 2 empty msges to 2 different people.. what more, these 2 ppl arnt on the list of "people that i last send msges to".. i amazed at how i managed to do it twice.. and i seriously have no impression or recollection of doing it at all.. o.O i must have been "slp-msging".. i mean, it couldnt have been an accident.. seriously. my phone was flipped with the keypad facing downward and well, it's really quite impossible.. lol.
chemistry, here i come.
Every Blessing (Pst Ulf Ekman)
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.
Ephesians 1:3
Paul rejoices and blesses God. Why? Because God has blessed us. Paul is so thankful to the Father for all He has made available to us. How much is this? It is “every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places.” No one can understand the awesome greatness of God. No one can understand the height and the depth, the width and the length of the fullness of eternal life.
Who can measure heaven and all it encompasses? God has made all this available to us through Jesus Christ. It would take all eternity just to mention everything He has for us. Yet He says He has made all this available to us today. Not just a fraction of the blessing (which would be wonderful enough), but every blessing! Some argue that this does not refer to material blessings but only to spiritual ones. But God does not make such a distinction. Such thoughts are Gnostic, not Christian.
That blessings are spiritual means that they come from God. But they pertain to every area of life. Remember that God does not set limits. His goodness is always overflowing. His generosity is awesome. His love and compassion are overwhelming. His creativity is endless. He knows everything, wants everything, is able to do everything and does far more than what we can ever ask or hope for. And the Scripture does not say that He will bless us; it says that He has blessed us. Because He has already blessed you, He wants you to accept, believe and receive this, and He wants you to live out your life as though this is a reality.
no sch for me tmr =) haha.. gonna mug full time at home instead. what more, tmr's timetable only consists of 3 periods. means, go sch for 3hrs and then go home.. for me, i'd be neither here nor there i suppose..
morning: MUG.
dental appt @ siglap at 4pm..
night: MUG.
wad a life! haha.. =p
bio pract's approaching.. so fast.. next tues.. wow. so, time passes fast not only when you are having fun.. lol..
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.
Ephesians 1:3
Paul rejoices and blesses God. Why? Because God has blessed us. Paul is so thankful to the Father for all He has made available to us. How much is this? It is “every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places.” No one can understand the awesome greatness of God. No one can understand the height and the depth, the width and the length of the fullness of eternal life.
Who can measure heaven and all it encompasses? God has made all this available to us through Jesus Christ. It would take all eternity just to mention everything He has for us. Yet He says He has made all this available to us today. Not just a fraction of the blessing (which would be wonderful enough), but every blessing! Some argue that this does not refer to material blessings but only to spiritual ones. But God does not make such a distinction. Such thoughts are Gnostic, not Christian.
That blessings are spiritual means that they come from God. But they pertain to every area of life. Remember that God does not set limits. His goodness is always overflowing. His generosity is awesome. His love and compassion are overwhelming. His creativity is endless. He knows everything, wants everything, is able to do everything and does far more than what we can ever ask or hope for. And the Scripture does not say that He will bless us; it says that He has blessed us. Because He has already blessed you, He wants you to accept, believe and receive this, and He wants you to live out your life as though this is a reality.
no sch for me tmr =) haha.. gonna mug full time at home instead. what more, tmr's timetable only consists of 3 periods. means, go sch for 3hrs and then go home.. for me, i'd be neither here nor there i suppose..
morning: MUG.
dental appt @ siglap at 4pm..
night: MUG.
wad a life! haha.. =p
bio pract's approaching.. so fast.. next tues.. wow. so, time passes fast not only when you are having fun.. lol..
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i'm feeling much better today =)
surprise surprise.. lol. impromptu "mock exam" for SS today.. only got to know in the morning.. nevertheless.. it can seriously be distracting in school, for some known reason that i'm not gonna say.. just hope that whoever realises it and makes some changes.. come on, if u get irritated by it at other times, cant others be irritated by it as well??
decided to nap at ard 2plus, after getting offline with JT.. i woke up at ard 6 plus to 7pm in the evening and i saw my dad in my room.. i literally flew out of bed after checking the time on my cell. of cos, i din see the "pm" part.. LOL. my dad got a shock man.. i had thought it was the next morning already and that i was late for school! and he thought i was late for tuition.. haha.. stress arh.. =x jkjk..
well, it's gonna be core geog today.. i wonder about the attendance for tmr... lol..
surprise surprise.. lol. impromptu "mock exam" for SS today.. only got to know in the morning.. nevertheless.. it can seriously be distracting in school, for some known reason that i'm not gonna say.. just hope that whoever realises it and makes some changes.. come on, if u get irritated by it at other times, cant others be irritated by it as well??
decided to nap at ard 2plus, after getting offline with JT.. i woke up at ard 6 plus to 7pm in the evening and i saw my dad in my room.. i literally flew out of bed after checking the time on my cell. of cos, i din see the "pm" part.. LOL. my dad got a shock man.. i had thought it was the next morning already and that i was late for school! and he thought i was late for tuition.. haha.. stress arh.. =x jkjk..
well, it's gonna be core geog today.. i wonder about the attendance for tmr... lol..
Monday, October 09, 2006
dIA chEESE: wad's ur link?? u also wanna take the same path?? r u saying that?
kelly: POK! haha.. littlest one =)
mic: erm?? well, it's still one life i'd say.. lol. different aspects? that's all..
din complete the geog mock exams.. only did 3 questions. paper2 that is. DHS paper.. okies. nothing much today i guess..
just when i thought..
just when i thought..
never did i expect that it'd come so hard..
it's always like that aint it?
when you are struggling, the devil comes on even stronger.. knocking you down relentlessly.. all kinds of distractions come.. they keep coming.. quarrels.. shouting matches.. suddenly everyone ard seem like they are so far away.. even the "closest" ones seem like they are so far.. so out of reach.
is anyone truely out there? (other than God of cos.. )
kelly: POK! haha.. littlest one =)
mic: erm?? well, it's still one life i'd say.. lol. different aspects? that's all..
din complete the geog mock exams.. only did 3 questions. paper2 that is. DHS paper.. okies. nothing much today i guess..
just when i thought..
just when i thought..
never did i expect that it'd come so hard..
it's always like that aint it?
when you are struggling, the devil comes on even stronger.. knocking you down relentlessly.. all kinds of distractions come.. they keep coming.. quarrels.. shouting matches.. suddenly everyone ard seem like they are so far away.. even the "closest" ones seem like they are so far.. so out of reach.
is anyone truely out there? (other than God of cos.. )
Sunday, October 08, 2006
am i leading a double life by having 2 blogs? actually, i dun think so.. it's not that the entries contradict each other anyway.. it's just that the other is more in depth and personal.. updated the green one as well..
[all i can say is, if u dun bother to/wanna know, you wont go find out and so, you wont know..]
i'm not sure if it's stress.. but i seriously doubt it.. lol. my bio clock's all seriously haywire already.. argh.
i'm glad JT liked it.. lol.. too bad she din cry.. aww.. hahaha.. it was fun planning with MK.. hahaha.. yay! we managed to keep it a surprise! haha.. she din even see it in the first place.. haha.. i think the ppl disappearing part was funny! haha.. but the most "funny" thing was Mic pull her go eat breakfast, den Mel sent her further to 7-11.. hahah.. i think that one was a bit far already.. lol. today's attendance was gd.. i think.. hahah.. and everyone was relatively early.. lol. it was fun seeing Mic's excitement.. haha.. kept giving me that funny funny duno what kinda look.. she seemed like she couldnt wait for JT to say finish her stuff.. haha! so cartoon lar! i like to see ppl surprised, i like to see ppl smile. =) i'm glad i got to see it today.. lol. although i wasnt very clear from the side, but nevertheless.. =) GREAT JOB MK! when u suggested the whole thing, i was wow-ed. really =) i mean, i had sumthing in mind.. but when u msn-ed that night, i was like, "OK!" haha.. great minds think alike! hahahaha.. =p even some or in fact, most of our ideas were similar.. lol. kudos! awesome.
to think the day before, when MK came over to my house, someone was like so "shocked" haha.. go do ur math lar! haha.. =p
went to town for fellowship.. next time, i'm gonna pay. period. went off after with Yuhao.. he's a nice chap =) at first, i din think he'd talk much.. but he's quite ok lar.. cos he like always stuck to SJ like that.. lol.. had to get home..
hmm.. there's this little table in the middle of my room floor and it's piled with books and papers. it seriously looks like it's gonna collapse anytime soon.. o.O lol. i'm amazed at the amt of stuff that i have.. WOW.
thank God, my little finger's healed. =)
love them loads =)
(JT, i want treat u can? hahaha.. whenever u are available.. wherever..)
[all i can say is, if u dun bother to/wanna know, you wont go find out and so, you wont know..]
i'm not sure if it's stress.. but i seriously doubt it.. lol. my bio clock's all seriously haywire already.. argh.
i'm glad JT liked it.. lol.. too bad she din cry.. aww.. hahaha.. it was fun planning with MK.. hahaha.. yay! we managed to keep it a surprise! haha.. she din even see it in the first place.. haha.. i think the ppl disappearing part was funny! haha.. but the most "funny" thing was Mic pull her go eat breakfast, den Mel sent her further to 7-11.. hahah.. i think that one was a bit far already.. lol. today's attendance was gd.. i think.. hahah.. and everyone was relatively early.. lol. it was fun seeing Mic's excitement.. haha.. kept giving me that funny funny duno what kinda look.. she seemed like she couldnt wait for JT to say finish her stuff.. haha! so cartoon lar! i like to see ppl surprised, i like to see ppl smile. =) i'm glad i got to see it today.. lol. although i wasnt very clear from the side, but nevertheless.. =) GREAT JOB MK! when u suggested the whole thing, i was wow-ed. really =) i mean, i had sumthing in mind.. but when u msn-ed that night, i was like, "OK!" haha.. great minds think alike! hahahaha.. =p even some or in fact, most of our ideas were similar.. lol. kudos! awesome.
to think the day before, when MK came over to my house, someone was like so "shocked" haha.. go do ur math lar! haha.. =p
went to town for fellowship.. next time, i'm gonna pay. period. went off after with Yuhao.. he's a nice chap =) at first, i din think he'd talk much.. but he's quite ok lar.. cos he like always stuck to SJ like that.. lol.. had to get home..
hmm.. there's this little table in the middle of my room floor and it's piled with books and papers. it seriously looks like it's gonna collapse anytime soon.. o.O lol. i'm amazed at the amt of stuff that i have.. WOW.
thank God, my little finger's healed. =)
love them loads =)
(JT, i want treat u can? hahaha.. whenever u are available.. wherever..)
Saturday, October 07, 2006
was thinking bout my education path again yesterday nite..
1. go JC (science stream. hopefully with bio as H3)
2. go NYP take occupational/physiotherapy course. (still undecided about which)
3. get scholarship.
4. meanwhile, if time permits, go take up night classes on psychology. (either when in jc/poly)
5. serve 3 yr bond with SGH/CGH. (hopefully SGH.)
6. continue to work wherever.. depending.
who wants to join me?? haha.. in the midst of all these, i shall find time to take up violin too. it can be done. yep. lol.. well, if i really have to forsake violin, i suppose i'll just have to..
1. go JC (science stream. hopefully with bio as H3)
2. go NYP take occupational/physiotherapy course. (still undecided about which)
3. get scholarship.
4. meanwhile, if time permits, go take up night classes on psychology. (either when in jc/poly)
5. serve 3 yr bond with SGH/CGH. (hopefully SGH.)
6. continue to work wherever.. depending.
who wants to join me?? haha.. in the midst of all these, i shall find time to take up violin too. it can be done. yep. lol.. well, if i really have to forsake violin, i suppose i'll just have to..
Friday, October 06, 2006
got back not long ago from SGH..
it was a day of going here n there! lol.. thank God for my father who drove me there.. went to the physio area to get my report.. BUT, the therapist who did the test for me was not there.. the other staff helped me to look for my report, to no avail. so, i just went straight to the doctor.. he was busy with another attachment doctor i think.. so a younger doc took over and did the assessment.. i was thinking that mayb the therapist who did the test may have sent it straight to the doc instead.. alas! no.. lol. so, he told me that this appt would not have to be paid for... went back to the physio area to inquire when the therapist would be back from her leave.. and i saw my saviour of the day!! hahaha.. HY! my therapist when i was at SGH doing physio.. thank God for her man! thank God that i decided to go back to ask.. wanted to just leave the hospital and call up instead.. lol. rite.. so she helped my go look for the report and really went the extra mile.. i was really touched. she got the report and accompanied me to the clinic where the doctor was.. my doc i/c had already left, so we went to see the younger doc instead.. lol. (okies.. this is getting confusing..)
PRAISE GOD! hahaha.. the report was way positive! =D hahahaha.. so happy man! and could see that HY was happy for me too! the initial negative 128 had became a positive number! hahaha! WOOTS~ thank God for it.. amazing. really thank God for HY too =) man i love her! hahaha.. always joke with me and well, she made a difference =) ooh! she kept her hair long too! was asking me if she should reborn her hair.. i went like, "NO!".. haha.. frankly, i dun really like reborned hair.. looks way odd to me.. *shrugs* no offence to those who reborn.. it's just, it looks not so nice from my perspective.. haha.. =p
OH! aft both of us got out of the clinic, i think the pple ard us were like, "why this 2 ppl like so happy and high arh?? hahah!" she sorta gave me quick hug and then i left.. walked to the mrt. when i got pass the barriers and down the escalator, i went, "OH NO!" got out of the station hurriedly and went all the way back to the physio there.. HY had took my appt card with her! haha.. so, went to find her and got it back.. another thing, i think i'm getting more and more forgetful.. forgot to take time sheet again.. bahh. i think that letter can be accepted rite?? it's given by the hospital anyway.. hopefully. otherwise, demerit pts for truancy.. hahah! EEK!
awesome awesome awesome.. =D
i believe that we all have things to thank God for.. maybe we should do it like ytd's cell meeting. everyone must think of sumthing to thank God for the week or ard there.. and share it. how bout that? =) big things or little things, just be thankful.
it was a day of going here n there! lol.. thank God for my father who drove me there.. went to the physio area to get my report.. BUT, the therapist who did the test for me was not there.. the other staff helped me to look for my report, to no avail. so, i just went straight to the doctor.. he was busy with another attachment doctor i think.. so a younger doc took over and did the assessment.. i was thinking that mayb the therapist who did the test may have sent it straight to the doc instead.. alas! no.. lol. so, he told me that this appt would not have to be paid for... went back to the physio area to inquire when the therapist would be back from her leave.. and i saw my saviour of the day!! hahaha.. HY! my therapist when i was at SGH doing physio.. thank God for her man! thank God that i decided to go back to ask.. wanted to just leave the hospital and call up instead.. lol. rite.. so she helped my go look for the report and really went the extra mile.. i was really touched. she got the report and accompanied me to the clinic where the doctor was.. my doc i/c had already left, so we went to see the younger doc instead.. lol. (okies.. this is getting confusing..)
PRAISE GOD! hahaha.. the report was way positive! =D hahahaha.. so happy man! and could see that HY was happy for me too! the initial negative 128 had became a positive number! hahaha! WOOTS~ thank God for it.. amazing. really thank God for HY too =) man i love her! hahaha.. always joke with me and well, she made a difference =) ooh! she kept her hair long too! was asking me if she should reborn her hair.. i went like, "NO!".. haha.. frankly, i dun really like reborned hair.. looks way odd to me.. *shrugs* no offence to those who reborn.. it's just, it looks not so nice from my perspective.. haha.. =p
OH! aft both of us got out of the clinic, i think the pple ard us were like, "why this 2 ppl like so happy and high arh?? hahah!" she sorta gave me quick hug and then i left.. walked to the mrt. when i got pass the barriers and down the escalator, i went, "OH NO!" got out of the station hurriedly and went all the way back to the physio there.. HY had took my appt card with her! haha.. so, went to find her and got it back.. another thing, i think i'm getting more and more forgetful.. forgot to take time sheet again.. bahh. i think that letter can be accepted rite?? it's given by the hospital anyway.. hopefully. otherwise, demerit pts for truancy.. hahah! EEK!
awesome awesome awesome.. =D
i believe that we all have things to thank God for.. maybe we should do it like ytd's cell meeting. everyone must think of sumthing to thank God for the week or ard there.. and share it. how bout that? =) big things or little things, just be thankful.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
cell was just awesome awesome awesome. the presence of God was superb. He never fails to amaze me. =) i'm happy. haha... i'm thankful that i've been blessed to be a blessing. shared a word. it was what came to mind last cell actually.. God reminded me of it again. Isa 43:18,19. so simple yet so powerful. (from the heart)
"Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert."
let go and let God. i din say this just now.. thought about the verse more thoroughly on the bus ride back.. really, LET GO and LET GOD. hasnt He made it very clear? a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert. miracles. do you want them to happen in your life? LET GO and LET GOD. let go of hurts.. defeats.. failures.. bad results.. the gd things and not so gd things.. let them all go.. look ahead. the future holds much much more. be that true blue new creation.. God WILL do a new thing. His word is His bond.. promises that WILL be kept and fulfilled. expect God to move..
Matt 7:7 - "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you."
when will it happen? NOW. it's only when you move, God will move. as in matt 7:7, "ask", "seek", "knock".. these have to be done by us first.. when we start to move, God WILL move. "will be given", "will find" and "will be opened"... aint it clear enough?
i'm glad jang and aileen were blessed. tears in their eyes during worship, they told me bout it after.. jang envisioned that a path opened for her admist her piles of books.. aileen too.. i'm glad =) very true.. no matter the adversities, the trials and tribulations.. whatever the circumstances.. LET GO and LET GOD. miracles will happen.
WILL YOU? =)
ooh! funny thing! hahahaha.. i still laugh thinking bout it.. LOL. jang and i were squished together by lift doors that dun budge when hitting an object.. or in our case, objects... LOL. super funny lar! haha.. i was like totally surprised by it! hahah.. i nearly went like, "eh?? what's happening???" hahaha.. okies.. i'm having a tummyache le.. haha.. on top of that, gastrics.. o.O
"Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert."
let go and let God. i din say this just now.. thought about the verse more thoroughly on the bus ride back.. really, LET GO and LET GOD. hasnt He made it very clear? a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert. miracles. do you want them to happen in your life? LET GO and LET GOD. let go of hurts.. defeats.. failures.. bad results.. the gd things and not so gd things.. let them all go.. look ahead. the future holds much much more. be that true blue new creation.. God WILL do a new thing. His word is His bond.. promises that WILL be kept and fulfilled. expect God to move..
Matt 7:7 - "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you."
when will it happen? NOW. it's only when you move, God will move. as in matt 7:7, "ask", "seek", "knock".. these have to be done by us first.. when we start to move, God WILL move. "will be given", "will find" and "will be opened"... aint it clear enough?
i'm glad jang and aileen were blessed. tears in their eyes during worship, they told me bout it after.. jang envisioned that a path opened for her admist her piles of books.. aileen too.. i'm glad =) very true.. no matter the adversities, the trials and tribulations.. whatever the circumstances.. LET GO and LET GOD. miracles will happen.
WILL YOU? =)
ooh! funny thing! hahahaha.. i still laugh thinking bout it.. LOL. jang and i were squished together by lift doors that dun budge when hitting an object.. or in our case, objects... LOL. super funny lar! haha.. i was like totally surprised by it! hahah.. i nearly went like, "eh?? what's happening???" hahaha.. okies.. i'm having a tummyache le.. haha.. on top of that, gastrics.. o.O
today was short! haha.. thankfully, we din have to wait till 1.30pm to take the english mock exam.. what more, we din have to do summary! that's an added bonus! haha.. okies. i think i'm getting high again.. lol. hmm.. mock exams are rather exciting come to think about it.. haha..
not going sch tmr.. SGH. loonggg ride there... haha.
was reading few exam scripts and well, some of the passages are really meaningful and rather true i find. i only like to read.. haha.. DJ's essay was awesome man.. simplicity within the complexity.. major wow! they should have given him 30/30.
it's better to be not emotionally shutdown =) sure.. there are many times when you get hurt.. but come on, why think about that? why not think about how many times you were excited! happy and all the other positive emotions.. i'm SURE there are way more.. we tend to focus on the negative.. but why torture yourself? why do so when u can not? =) awesome.
i feel like writing a complete song now. lol.
not going sch tmr.. SGH. loonggg ride there... haha.
was reading few exam scripts and well, some of the passages are really meaningful and rather true i find. i only like to read.. haha.. DJ's essay was awesome man.. simplicity within the complexity.. major wow! they should have given him 30/30.
it's better to be not emotionally shutdown =) sure.. there are many times when you get hurt.. but come on, why think about that? why not think about how many times you were excited! happy and all the other positive emotions.. i'm SURE there are way more.. we tend to focus on the negative.. but why torture yourself? why do so when u can not? =) awesome.
i feel like writing a complete song now. lol.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
[it wont happen again. nxt time, i shall pray more about whatever first.]
mock exam was way long... lol. chem today.. emath tmr. i was hoping that i could just get the paper from my teacher.. cos i wont be going to sch on friday again. SGH shall be my destination for that day.. gonna get my report and the review. i pray that it'll be the final one. hmm.. i may have to go there myself this friday.. we'll see.. 11.40am.. should i go to sch in the morn?? was comtemplating to just study at home. might as well rite.. dun waste time travelling.. hmm.. most prolly not able to come back in time for the mock exam.. so just gonna get the paper2.
anyone wants to accompany me to SGH? HAHAHA..
counting the days of sort, we have 2 weeks of study break. ard there anyway.. O's approaching way fast. way way fast.
hmm.. i think i shall go down to spotlight this sunday to get it.. i was hoping that nearby would have.. we'll see bout it. see how sunday goes too..
i'm excited. =) lol..
God's way awesome. =) okies.. even though i'm still baffled over that thing.. but, His presence was just so tangible.. and naturally, i'm confused bout that thing... lol. wad am i saying? i'm saying sumthings.. mayb i heard wrongly..? in any case, i long to be in His presence all the days of my life. =) to see His face, to hear His voice. to feel His spirit so close to mine. =) i've actually sort of written a few songs.. but haven really focused on it.. nor figured out the chords.. o well. lol.
mock exam was way long... lol. chem today.. emath tmr. i was hoping that i could just get the paper from my teacher.. cos i wont be going to sch on friday again. SGH shall be my destination for that day.. gonna get my report and the review. i pray that it'll be the final one. hmm.. i may have to go there myself this friday.. we'll see.. 11.40am.. should i go to sch in the morn?? was comtemplating to just study at home. might as well rite.. dun waste time travelling.. hmm.. most prolly not able to come back in time for the mock exam.. so just gonna get the paper2.
anyone wants to accompany me to SGH? HAHAHA..
counting the days of sort, we have 2 weeks of study break. ard there anyway.. O's approaching way fast. way way fast.
hmm.. i think i shall go down to spotlight this sunday to get it.. i was hoping that nearby would have.. we'll see bout it. see how sunday goes too..
i'm excited. =) lol..
God's way awesome. =) okies.. even though i'm still baffled over that thing.. but, His presence was just so tangible.. and naturally, i'm confused bout that thing... lol. wad am i saying? i'm saying sumthings.. mayb i heard wrongly..? in any case, i long to be in His presence all the days of my life. =) to see His face, to hear His voice. to feel His spirit so close to mine. =) i've actually sort of written a few songs.. but haven really focused on it.. nor figured out the chords.. o well. lol.
OH NO! i'm feeling extremely bad rite now.. oh man.. i need to learn to keep my mouth shut.. my fingers away from my phone.. whichever.. >_<
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Monday, October 02, 2006
黎安莱姆丝：How do I live without you
Faye：I want to know
黎安莱姆丝：How do I breathe without you
Faye：If you ever go
黎安莱姆丝：How do I ever
合：Ever survive How do I How do I How do I live
阿沁：当你的泪在微笑中滑落 回忆的风吹着我走 我却情愿停留
Faye：当一颗心到时间的尽头 呼吸也会痛
合：可是我记得 你给我的梦
Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在 走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合：How do I live without you
Faye：How do I live
阿沁：当世界都遗忘我的时候你的一切对我来说经过才能拥有
Faye：我明白一份真爱的背后 藏着苦和忧
合：心痛的时候 更深刻感受
Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合：How do I live without you
黎安莱姆丝：And tell me now
Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合：How do I live without you
黎安莱姆丝：How do I live without you How do I breathe without you
this is NICE. haha.. well, i like it. lol. sch ended early.. hopefully there'll be study break.. haha.. i'm hoping for it again and again.. man.. the haze is bad.. and it's irritating me much.. argh. *cough cough* well, i shall go study geog today.. and nope, aint gonna study for the mock papers.. throws me way off track.. =(
Faye：I want to know
黎安莱姆丝：How do I breathe without you
Faye：If you ever go
黎安莱姆丝：How do I ever
合：Ever survive How do I How do I How do I live
阿沁：当你的泪在微笑中滑落 回忆的风吹着我走 我却情愿停留
Faye：当一颗心到时间的尽头 呼吸也会痛
合：可是我记得 你给我的梦
Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在 走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合：How do I live without you
Faye：How do I live
阿沁：当世界都遗忘我的时候你的一切对我来说经过才能拥有
Faye：我明白一份真爱的背后 藏着苦和忧
合：心痛的时候 更深刻感受
Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合：How do I live without you
黎安莱姆丝：And tell me now
Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感觉你的存在走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：这一次我决定勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪你看到未来
Faye：So, how do I live
阿沁：How do I live
合：How do I live without you
黎安莱姆丝：How do I live without you How do I breathe without you
this is NICE. haha.. well, i like it. lol. sch ended early.. hopefully there'll be study break.. haha.. i'm hoping for it again and again.. man.. the haze is bad.. and it's irritating me much.. argh. *cough cough* well, i shall go study geog today.. and nope, aint gonna study for the mock papers.. throws me way off track.. =(
Sunday, October 01, 2006
today was a great day! =D
svc was way awesome.. to hear about how the church overcame to become what it is today, just stirred me up even more! the miracles that have come upon this church, God's way awesome.. and YES, He NEVER fails. =)
amazingly, i din freeze up today.. hahah.. not until after service ended that is. lol. it is way rare man.. hahah..
I LOVE E237!
this bunch of pple are way way great =) i pray that we'll continue to grow in love, mature spiritually, from glory to glory and strength to strength. serving God and people, loving God wholeheartedly and ppl fervently.
svc was way awesome.. to hear about how the church overcame to become what it is today, just stirred me up even more! the miracles that have come upon this church, God's way awesome.. and YES, He NEVER fails. =)
amazingly, i din freeze up today.. hahah.. not until after service ended that is. lol. it is way rare man.. hahah..
I LOVE E237!
this bunch of pple are way way great =) i pray that we'll continue to grow in love, mature spiritually, from glory to glory and strength to strength. serving God and people, loving God wholeheartedly and ppl fervently.