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Monday, May 28, 2007

it's been a week!

time is really really FLYINGGggg........ at super speed i'd say! wks are passing in a blink of an eye can.. gdness!

cant quite rmb much of last wk.. haha..

super hot day at DL ytd.. had to sit in the sun thruout the 3.30 show. burnt now.. my face's like really really red.. crowd was super terrible for 5.30.. blegh. miao jing mania as monica said! insane!! it's gonna get worse i think.. S'pore sch hols + M'sia sch hols + miaojing hols! and they all come in loads, esp the miaojings! they just cant wait and wanna rush rush rush.. SIGH.

think the dolphins have become a lil racist too?? hahah.. no lar.. euang din wanna let miao jing hug her den her reaction was very big man.. miao jing actually head area dry one but got splashed till all wet.. n for duno wad reason, he had to wear swim cap.. knew that was coming?? lol..

algae mania again! kept coming in and in clusters summore.. irritating man.. Pet side always full of algae on the surface.. saw that ribbon eel again.. all the time hiding at Pet area.

term test coming up! ARGH. not to mention the PIPC quiz coming up in a few hrs..

OUT!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

phew.. i'm tired. lol..

it was a fun cum not really pleasant cum ok day i suppose.. the last show's always a killer! lol.. so many so many ppl.. din run in the end cos jessie ran on her own before that.. o wells, nxt time!

soon to come, ppl will start appreciating ppl that can make their day.. it's just a relieve and sumthing that really make u go on doing the things that u do..

couple of mis-comms today.. and again, there's one with "Z".. sigh.. sumtimes, really duno how to see such things.. i'd say i'd not quite expect it and well, i'm just wondering if it's really that way or if it was meant to be in another.. another "wonder" of the human mind.. so unfathomable.

trying not to see with other ppl's eyes. it's tough.

i love Pet =) haha.. he's really really charming. Euang n Pet kept following me ard.. haha.. duno y man..

Saturday, May 19, 2007

wakeboarding's way awesome! but i still think that diving's the best! hahaha..

for the first time today, early in the morn.. went to bedok reservoir for the wakeboard intro course..

definitely not easy getting up n staying up man.. had a few face plunges and a few slips here n there.. lol. it was loads of fun fun and more fun! they did the intro course by batches.. mine was the first.. 5 ppl each batch.. there was veronica, wee teck, leslie and kelsi.. the good thing was, we all managed to stand in the end.. haha..

using the rope was much much easier than the pole.. simply awesome time! =)
and, i still prefer my salt water to freshwater.. haha.. just felt so weird..
during the many falls, board kept coming off! irritating.. had to waste time to wear the binding in the water.. =.="
the seniors are nice =)

DL tmr! we'll see how things go..

Thursday, May 17, 2007

the thought of it is appealing.

but it just wont happen.

at least, i dun see it coming.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

after a long day, it "ended" with this.. sigh. dun even wanna think more bout it.. wad's the point?? no, i'm not giving up.. it's just being smart.

i wonder who's that mystery caller who called at 9am plus? if your the one, pls let me know..
once again, i've got no caller id.. so sms! esp when i cancel a call.. there's a reason for doing so.

BCHM test tmr at 1pm.
HAP test on fri.
MSt test on fri.

sumtimes ppl wish for things to look forward to.. i'd say, go FIND it.

too many ppl take too many things for granted.
too many ppl take ppl for granted.

why?

it gets all mind boggling when one thinks bout things pertaining to ppl.. especially their actions. ie. what they do and the things they say.
dun even have to bother bout wad ppl think at all.. doing that is just torturing oneself. lol.. just ask.

certain things are hard to put in words. certain situations are difficult to understand.. but somehow, with certain ppl, there seems to be a mutual understanding. how is that possible?? a miracle i find it to be. no words needed. no actions whatsoever. there are so few ppl that u can just feel this "peace" with.. no need to be afraid that they dun understand, cos they do. no need to worry if they get the wrong idea, cos they wont. and you just know it, somehow.

sure, u can say that it doesnt happen all the time.. but think bout it, are there some ppl that make u feel that way..? i know there are ppl like that in my life.. and u'd just really come to appreciate these ppl a lot.. someway or another, their presence just puts u at ease.. a word from them regarding wadever just makes ur day or settles u.

hmm..

interesting and amazing.
start looking at the lil things in life and u'll find wonders. =)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

dreading to touch those chemistry stuff.. much to no one's surprise. lol..

BTW, anyone who wants to keep hamsters??? 4 males, 2 wks old.. just leave a note =)

***

cant wait for saturday to come! gonna try wakeboarding for the first time.. well, i can now say that i'm doing sumthing for the first time after sometime.. lol.. wadeva~ BUT, did they change my timeslot or not?? hope not.. din get any notification though.. so.. i'll presume.

engine's running a lil low lately.. a lil sputter and groans here n there.. physically. it came so suddenly that i totally had no idea man.. threw up a lot on sunday nite all of a sudden.. body was aching all over on monday.. seriously aching. just as if i've done a marathon or sumthing. prolly cos i was kept up most of the night due to the pain.. =.="

sumthing i least expected happened. (not a bad thing)

***

sumtimes, i just find that the one who i share stuff with is like the person whom i'd never quite think of in the first place/before.. seems to be that way for many occasions.. hmmm.

new EC! hahaha... =x

Sunday, May 13, 2007

it just takes one reckless driver to nearly make my recent thoughts come true.. =.=" talk bout the "law of attraction" hahah.. (thinking bout wad u "fear" the most and it just seems to happen all the time..) not that i fear getting hit by a car and die.. not that.

mentioned bout the "car accidents" stuff 2 post back i think.. nearly happened today. blegh. this is one of the reason that i dun quite like cars.

was crossing the lights btw the MRT n TM.. the lights for the cars had already turned red for a sec or so.. when everyone started to cross, i did too. (green man was alr on) suddenly the guy beside me stopped. when u see someone suddenly stop u'll stop too rite.. gd thing i did. tis stupid driver practically gunned the acelerator to "beat" the red lights that had alr "beaten" him! RIDICULOUS! when his car went by, i could feel the heat and the "wind" frm his car.. just and inch more and the tyre goes over my foot.. =.="

***

wad if i took one more step?
wad if i werent even able to type all these now?

it's seriously SO fascinating to get hit.
the numerous close calls. bahh.
each time, just stopped even though i sorta know that i'd have jsut walked on.

thank God.

***

saw winson at tamp mrt again.. said it was the last day alr.
today was a really hot n humid day. thank goodness it got cooler towards the end.. n i still cant quite believe wad happened to the air conditioner! it's like, EEK! dun wanna think bout it..

and yea, bout that part.. i do agree that she had to do it.. well, we all gotta do wad we gotta do! =) simple as that.. sumtimes just dun get why ppl can react so differently..

life's a never-ending learning journey.. so learn!
easier said than done? so what.. TRY of cos!

Thursday, May 10, 2007

it's gonna be trying.

sumtimes, i really wish to have a someone to share stuff with.. no, it's not that i dun have a single person to share stuff with.. just that, sumtimes just feel so "restricted" bout sharing.. not so comfortable bah.. sigh.. so, just wish to have someone that i'm able to speak my mind to..

being transparent.. hmm.. it's tough.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

there are sumthings i wish i had answers to.. dont everyone?

but there's this particular thing that i wish it were clear.

dun we all feel some sort of exasperation when we just cant get answers to sumthing.. or when we just cant understand someone.. suppose understanding a person is a much higher level? as opposed to knowing i mean.. is it? or is it not?

sumtimes we just dont get why ppl do certain things.
sumtimes we just dont get the things that others say.
we just never really know wad goes thru someone's mind at whichever point in time.

we wonder.. i'm sure all of us do.
BUT, why think so much when u can ask?
does it bother one so much? it can. i dun deny.
but why get all bothered by it in the first place?

okies.. at this point, Mic's gonna say that i'm speaking in cryptics again.. hahah
see wad i mean by it can get exasperating and simply "huh??" when it comes to understanding.. lol.

***
car accidents are some of the thoughts that just seem to float in n out of my mind recently. just plain odd.

having really odd dreams too.. ppl frm everywhere who i know ARE strangers seem to know each other in my dream.. =.=" keep having dreams bout the same person.. or the same few ppl also.. sigh.. hahaha.. cant really rmb much of these dreams anyway.. it's just bewildering.. LOL.

shall just take it as my night time entertainment..

***

i wanna travel.
go places.
see things.
experience living.
live. =)

as i was walking home.. thought bout certain things in life.. do i have any regrets? i couldnt think of any... not those major stuff that u'd get all crushed that kinda.. in fact, couldnt really think of anything. that's great aint it? i believe so. i hope so. lol..

there's no time for it anyway..
u never know.. u never know.

Monday, May 07, 2007

dad was discharged today.. things sure took a long time..

went back AHS to take report bk n o's cert.. FINALLY GOT MY REPORT BK! after getting freaked out over it and getting all panicky! in the end.. it was with ms ng.. SIGH. hahaha.. tks to jingyi for helping me ask her =)

waited super duper long for bus 10. the first one was packed to the doors.. got on the second. to my HORROR, there was tis roach like thingy that was crawling on the handle of the seat in front of me! it NEARLY made its way into the hair of the woman in front of me.. =.="

getting off the bus, another HORROR episode! hahahaha.. jkjk.. it was just ms tong! at first tot somone accidentally hit me on the shoulder.. but it was her! okies, i was really surprised to see her.. tot she was on campus. she always hits me at the same place come to think of it.. LOL. it was nice seeing her =) too bad din catch chris.. din know they were on the bus n the first place.

realised that my parents werent back yet even though i waited for a very long time for the bus.. went down to shoot some hoops.. and they werent back yet.. =.="

***

thanks for all your prayers ppl =) my dad's better now.. just a lil prob with the swallowing of food.. other than that, he's looking quite gd =) tks for your concerns!

***

friends are hard to come by.. gd frens that understand and stand by you are even more rare.. really appreciate to have ppl who care in my life.. i cant say that i've done much for them esp in the previous months.. but i'm really thankful =)

real special thanks to:
Mic
Jen
Je
Jo

of cos, there are ppl who heard me out too.. Nyi2, wanru, azni and tan.. yep =) not forgetting my spasticated darling! haha.. although he doesnt know but, thanks to him that i get "cold" and well, they all say that laughter's the best medicine rite? =) lol..

***

learning to love.
learning to cherish.
learning to appreciate.
learning to live.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

gotta stop thinking bout things that wont quite happen..

too much of a fairytale?
too much of a wishful thinking?

hmmm..

blogger's "sot" again..

thankful for peeps like him who hear me out.. sumtimes, really wonder who are those that well, really are true.. for some reason, the world(ppl) forces itself to be deceiving and living behind masks.. u never quite know when will someone just turn around n backstab you.. say things behind you that u'll never quite expect it.. and just makes you wonder who u can really trust..

real glad that i have ppl who i can count on. really appreciate them. esp frm church.. it's just really assuring that well, there are ppl that i can really talk to and they do listen.. of cos, also really appreciate ppl at my workplace who have become more than just colleagues.. after spending so much time in the previous months there.. despite the cut throat reality, there are ppl who care.. not bad a place to be.. esp for those who consider their workplace to be a living hell sumhow.. sure, there are a few rough edges every now n then.. but still, it's been great =)


dun quite know wad to say bout it.

____'s acting real odd. and real cold too.. is it just my imagination or is that just how it is?

***

sat was quite alrite.. tis miao jing kid that wailed really LOUD cos he couldnt find his parents and just when i was making the annoucement for a lost child, the dad appears. also, took super long to do that 40 press kits. which i think i was super duper slow.. sigh. moreover, the printer had to jam halfway thru the printing of a few sheets of back to backs.. so had to start it over..

evelyn sent us out to the bus stop.. walked over the harbourfront side to meet my aunt, uncle n cousins.. went to my grandma's house and we watched Manu vs Manc.. nothing much over there..

Thursday, May 03, 2007

cant believe it.. i'm tired, but i cant slp. =.="

it gets extremely annoying.. or should i say it's getting annoying. waking up in the middle of the night for nothing.. and den again at ard 4 or 5am.. thinking that it'd rain like it had been for the past few days..

whole day of lecture today.. was quite brain dead actually. =x

i need to go and run.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

wad's the point of doing so much, when ur losing sight of things at hand?

Details determine destiny.
will never quite forget tis.

***

yet again, ppl never quite fail to amaze me.
how some are the way they are.
how some change to become.
how some see things small.
how some see the big picture.
how we respond.
or how we do not.
how we choose the things that we do/dont.
how we even make choices.

unfathomable.
unpredictable. (even though some simply are)

***

sumtimes i really do wonder.
wad's the point for certain ppl doing certain things?

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

got back ard 9.45pm bah..

morn:
RAIN. walked in the rain to the MRT... slippers n feet all soaking wet! dun really like the squishy squishy feeling.. haha..

on the train:
the woman sitting beside me kept fidgeting NON-STOP. keep squishy me in my seat. =.="

at work:
day started nice and stuff.. den SIGH. hahhaa.. okies, i gotta admit that i'm getting more n more critical n bias.. but aft that the crowd started to come in.. and well, things were getting a bit "sian". a WHOLE lot of ppl coming in way before show time, 3/4 or more of the shore FILLED. the sun was HOT. it was super HUMID. hahha.. i'm complaining aint i.. hahah.. thank gdness the last show wasnt very hot.. but it was super packed. could hardly move ard the crowd.. sat all the way to the front, n keith had to splash water at me when walking by.. =.=" sigh.. lol.

heart nearly dropped during last interaction. haha.. (pet arh.. pls dun ever scare me like that!) and well, aft knowing sumthings that have happened.. make me dun know whether i shld jump out of the way or dun move.. haha.. he missed his squid den just turn his whole rostrum toward me.. but, gotta apologise to him too! (bout sumthing else) argh.. i feel so bad.. but thank him that he was a gd boy n din move.. *phew*

showered. got tricked by clarice =.=" NEARLY. got a ride out frm ah tan.. dropped by his place, his mum looks real young! played with the hamsters while waiting for him to get his stuff.. wa seh, he really blur man.. hahah.. ownself put the cds on his table (right in front of him) n can ask me if he brought it up.. HAHA.. ran errands for his sis.. den went to ikea n giant to makan.. go bank.. go home! haha.. tok n tok n tok all the way..

i think that driver was really WEIRD. we were crossing the rd halfway. (standing on the white strips) tis car was waiting for the light to turn green.. den suddenly rolls down the window n asks for directions when we were crossing halfway.. =.=" we werent even on the pavement or sumthing can.. where got ask ppl like that one.

***

really appreciate gd company. as in really ppl who you can be yourself in front of.. and well, u just know it when u have them.. =)