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Sunday, May 25, 2008

they looked mentally unsound to me.. but whether they are or not, who knows man. btw, they are miaozings.. so.. HAHA =x nearly blew my top cos of them.. the 2 boys, ard 4 or 5 yrs old i think.. half the time there kept standing, so i asked them to sit down.. (duno whether they understand or not anyway) den one of the boy grabbed a handful of sand and threw it right into my face.. no papa or mama say anything!!

i was pissed n wanted to ask the parents of the kids to stand out alr.. but din have time to bother bout them cos the other side got another kid running to the front.. MY GDNESS lar.. it's these sort of things that i/we experience that really turn us off whenever i/we see them!

they came by many many bus loads!! it's really scary to see the buses coming.. ESP the open-air bus!! GDNESS!! look like the situation in their country area! =X the buses came all filled with them! only like minority of others.. !!!! it was really really scary..

crazy crowd.
crazy day.
a tour guide tried to cheat! n i rmb her from previous incidences.. =((
why are ppl like that??

Thursday, May 22, 2008

it kept me thinking most of the night.. and oddly enough, i only think deep at night.. SIGH. lol..

"Expectations are merely the perceptions that differ from reality."

if there is no such quote around yet, i claim the copyright to it as of this moment.

it's human nature to have expectations. but living until now, most of us know not to count on it, not to judge based on it. but i cant help but have the feeling that "she's" doing so.. MY GDNESS. =.=.. Jennifer neo would know who or wad i'm talking abt.. still, i cant help feel that "she's" so naive and whatnot. maybe it now boils down to my perception.. LOL. how ironic life and people can be. den again, it's human nature to be so contradictory and "oxymoronic".

the quote of "the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment" is so so TRUE. it is. it was an experience i had 5-6yrs ago, that's why i believe it's true. i'm not harping on the past, just learning from it. revelation. HA.

BUT, why ppl just DUN get it. it's not the person who is expecting that experiences the disappointment.. it's the person who is being expected of instead. think about and u'll realise how true that is. u may think it's the former at first but after reliving past experiences, you'd know it's the latter.

it's gd to have expectations. i'm not saying it's not. BUT, dun count every breath of ur life on it. cos majority of the time, it aint always what you expect it to be. THAT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS. we all hope to see things without prejudice and with objectivity but that just doesnt quite happen. (a very simple example of THAT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS)

and you wonder why the world runs this way. LOL.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

i know sumthing's happened btw them.
avoidance is totally spelling it out.
i asked subtly and you wouldnt say.
so what more can i do or say?
i know i wouldnt count as a bestie.
i dont know you as long as some others may have.
it's ok if u dun say
i just hope things work out for the both of you.

****

things are gonna get crazy as the days go on..
i hope i stay sane. ^^

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

i'm feeling BLAH. like totally.

i wanna go fire some shots.
i wanna shout out loud at nothing in particular.
i wanna go to the beach n just sit there the whole day and night.
i wanna run and never stop.
i wanna just do whatever i want to, and not just because i have to.
i wanna dive into the sanctuary of the underwater world.
i wanna live.

FPath's getting on everyone's nerves.

For some reason i just got so irritated at sumthing "small". (nothing to do with sch)
as i told jo, i'm feeling lousy. and as she mentioned, it was my first official whining session. HA.

i dun like being so busy.
i dun like feeling that i'm at the bottom.
i dun like understanding and forgetting just moments later.
why doesnt it stick?


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