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Thursday, January 29, 2009

i miss Gracie alr.

on the brink of losing my voice..
still drowsy from the flu med..
with tons of work to do.
terrible.

i'm stuck at bass.
wanting to move up to the sopranos.
get my drift?
i'm sure u do.

i've never quite figured.
shouldn't try to either.
it makes one hit the replay button over.
on endless loop.

time to snap outta it.
time to focus.
time to let go.
time to move forward.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

tagged around at UWS after sch.
it's was really great seeing Gracie after such a long time
i could just watch her the whole day man..
she has really grown and looks really happy =)

finally got to see the "new" displays at UWS..
after like it's been up for a mth alr? haha.. or even more than that.

i need a dive badly.
need the serenity of the underwater world.
need crazy ppl who do crazy things, that crack me up.
need to escape.

i need some TLC too. hahhaha

Monday, January 26, 2009

seriously, how can anyone enjoy the hols when u know there's truckloads of work to be done?? =((

honestly, i'd rather be at work rite now.
work, not sch work.
i'm trying to ignore what desperately needs to be done.
and i wanna see Gracie too! SIGH. i miss my darlings..

on a lighter note, really enjoy spending time with my youngest cousin.
it's been awhile since there's a baby in the family.
babies are great =)
wish that they wont ever grow up..
just enjoy being cared for, dun have to worry or think about anything..
i wish. hahaha..

just wanna stop thinking abt sch work and some other stuff..
for now at least.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Where Your life is Going
Losing Someone
Commitment
Looked down on
Disappointment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

quite true?? hahaha
maybe.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

company really matters.
u can go out with a big group and yet..
or u can just go out with onebody and have a great time

i realise i kinda enjoy knowing more and finding out about ppl.
gotta admit that sumtimes there's too much analysis that it clouds.
but still, it's interesting. o.O

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just came across pics of him.
realise how badly i miss him.
his charming smile, everything.
i miss you my dear fren.
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went to watch a SMU production ytd, HONK!
terribly hilarious! enjoyable =)
crashed mic's place aft and worked today.
TIRED.

today was indescribable.
glad for the opportunities to do more than i usually get to =)
throat hurts.
sound sys was nuts.

wishing that...
see how things go..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

need to make a to-do list before i forget stuff!
things aplenty for all the subjs! YAHOO!! hahahah..

i'm really tired.. as in lethargic kind. =(
why why??
been trying to slp at least 8 hrs, but it doesnt seem to work..

a bit redundant to go to sch tmr..
but still..
shall swim before sch..

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

it's been ages
but still, shooting hoops was great =)
should i go swim tmr morning? hahaha..

i think everyone should do sumthing they've not done in awhile just for the sake of it!
realised how much i missed playing my guitar..
shooting hoops just for the fun of it..

hmmm..
now i'm tempted to
-bowl
-blade
-ice skate
-fly kite
-many many more!

and i'm thinking of all these when there's tons for work to do! hahaha..
gotta go find kaki to drag along alr.. how how..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

YEA.
Jo, u were rite.

BUT, i guess it's just an infatuation.
a dream.
major crushing?!? hahahaha
then again, i can't stop thinking. DANG.

don't think it's mutual that's why.
and i'm still confused. =S
but wad i feel and think.. AYE.
silly rite?

anyhow, i THINK i should stop thinking abt it.
just don't get it.

p.s Je, Jo, Jang, Joce and whoever else.. don't come hounding after me for answers. (u know wad i mean) cos i won't know wad to say?? hahahah.. (the 4 Js!!)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

ever wonder how u meet a stranger, and it feels like u've know that person all ur life.
and yet,
there are some ppl who u've interacted with for quite a while and still can't figure them out?

there are just that so few that i can actually "connect" with..
most of whom are older than me by quite a bit.

i rmb a fren telling me some time back, "although i've only known u for a yr, it feels like i've known u for a long time." and i felt the same way too.. it's great. really.
i miss that person.. it's been awhile since we've seen each other.

i've really wondered how come i can't seem to "click" with the ppl my age or thereabouts..
i see ppl going abt in "cliques" and i'm that roaming wanderer, can just about pop in and out of any groups.
well, at least i'm not the only one like that.. hahaha..

maybe that's why i yearn for a best fren.. LOL.
was just chatting with "my dear" ytd.. sorta.
why not get attached?? well, cos it's complicated? hahaha.. jkjk
being single now is gd wad.. nothing bad abt that.
just gotta find a buddy who's single as well, to hangout with whenever!!

i should be doing amic report now..

******
i couldn't keep ur gaze.
i'm afraid to look thru the windows of ur soul,
even though i wish to know.
twice today.

just don't know wad to make of it.
just keep it simple?
i think that's the better.
don't wanna spoil this friendship
yet, wishing we could be the best of.

all the best,
i guess..
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heck if u duno wad i'm talking abt! hahahaha.. but "da jie" may know if she reads.
distracted!

today was simply draggy..
interrogation session with jason chang by the class!
scandalous of some sorts! hahahah..
this is wad we do during incubation time for lab.. lol

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

ytd was a bad headache.
today, a terrible leaky/stuffy nose!! =(
oh man..

all of a sudden, i'm thinking of MJ's anthem! hahaha
i know, it sounds like a National Day song of sorts.. but i like it! LOL
and i miss it too..

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Born of a vision to be the best
Rising above the rest
We speak with one clear voice
As this is our choice

Cause we are..

Born of a vision to be the best
Rising above the rest
We speak with one clear voice
Yes this is our choice
Meridian yes we will be
The best

Feel the flame of our dream
Burn forever
As our journey here begins
We're together
With each step we take we know
Strength to strength we'll grow
As we set ourselves apart

Facing challenges ahead
We will overcome
With passion fervour we will strive
Spread our wings and fly
We will reach the highest star
Through Meridian
Yes our hopes and dreams will shine

Born of a vision to be the best
Rising above the rest
We speak with one clear voice
As this is our choice

Cause we are..

Born of a vision to be the best
Rising above the rest
We speak with one clear voice
Yes this is our choice
Meridian yes we will be
The best
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just wanna hit the sacks early..
ARGH

Friday, January 09, 2009

GLANIES NG.
she made my day today =D

it's been like eons since i saw pretty woman!
more than a yr?? hahaha.. we both think so..

bus-ed down to siglap centre
waited for the bus for like, 45 mins!?
walked to her church aft dinner.. AND, so coincidently met megan and dawn there! (we were just talking bout them during dinner - how surprised they'd be when they knew that we knew each other way back) hahahaha..

SINGAPORE'S TOO SMALL!

wow.. it's been 6 yrs..
time flies.. no kidding there.

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sch was really slack today. HAHAHA..
nevertheless, a LONG day..

had a really great laugh (until my stomach muscles hurt) just before MCT lec..
Hakim evidently tried sucking helium from the balloons in order to produce that high pitched squeaky voice! hahaha.. i think the whole of the back LT was like staring and laughing man! hahhahaha....

today was good =)

Thursday, January 08, 2009

it's alr the 2nd wk of sch..
where DID the hols go??
lol..

loving the weather today.. kinda reminds me of LA. sunny and windy =)
wish singapore were like this most of the time!

thinking bout loads of stuff rite now.
nah.. not gonna blog it here.
just wondering really...
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today was kinda slack, all were practicals. i think that the craziest was that MBIO, just went there for 1/2 hr for a talk-thru.. din even have to do a single thing! hahah..

open house for these 3 days.. gonna have like a heck lotta ppl ard.. =S

Thursday, January 01, 2009

happy new yr to everyone!

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today was ____________.

3^2 knows.

screw up whenever _____'s ard..

just feels more stressed.

not a very gd start eh. hahaha

no idea why i'm so tired today. just wanna slp! hahaha..

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sch again tmr.

there's sumthing i wanna blog abt.. but i can't remember. =( STM!

i rmb how Caho always says that! lol

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so much more.

i wanna backpack! anyone?

aft poly of course.. haha..

2010 May onwards??

so tempted.. DANG! LOL

hope that this yr will be great =)