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P R O F I L E.
Amanda 19 exTPS.exAHS. TemasekPoly.BIO T A L K S.
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Saturday, February 28, 2009
even when i'm watching movies, i'm thinking.
LOL. of the words and phrases said in the movies.. it's just so revelatory sumtimes. it may not have been new, but somehow it just makes more sense than ever.. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button - "We're meant to lose the people we love, how else would we know how important they are." - "Your life is defined by opportunities, even the ones u miss." - "Sometimes we're on a collision course, and we just don't know it. Whether it's by accident or by design, there's not a thing we can do about it." - "We all end up in diapers." - "Things don't change, people change." He's Just Not That Into You - "What if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?" - "If a guy treats you like he doesn't give a sh*t, it's because he doesn't give a shit." Slumdog Millionaire Marley & Me The Other End of The Line that's how my past 2 days were spent. among, giving Milo a bath and whatnots. i love my boy =) **************************************** i really hope it'd be a case of, "out of sight, out of mind." den again, you can counter with "absence makes the heart grow fonder" HA. i just want a best friend. that's all. =)
Friday, February 27, 2009
WELL,
it's ironic that now i'm free and yet, no work. AYE. i'll just wait. YES. exams are OVER. much to many's delight. den again, it's back to the time of, "wad should i do tmr?" EVERYDAY. transferring pics to the external hard disk a desperate attempt to keep all my pics safe. i don't entirely trust technology. HA. BUT, printing everything out would cost me thousands of buckaroos! o wells~ feeble attempts to take IR pics again. =( just can't seem to get the settings rite.. well well, so wad am i to do nxt wk??
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
One more paper to go.
okies.. MBIO was horrible. i THINK i can at least manage a pass. i hope. don't wanna ever see a supp paper!! =(( 6 marks was wasted. ******************************* i can't believe i'm still thinking. why is it just so hard to forget? i wanna move on. ARGH. it's frustrating and distracting. AW n ML know was i mean. =S i just realised how much i like the sounds of the sax. just a random thought. loving the weather rite now. cool. a bit on the gloomy side, but at least it's cool. hmmm.. i may very well be feeling a bit invisible rite now. or probably just wallpaper-ed. LOL. i duno whether to laugh or cry after reading mic's blog. =X
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Marley & Me!
cute dog! a tad bit, nah, a very very destructive dog. but adorable. LOL. din finish the movie though.. shall do it after exams =) on top of all the other movies that i've missed out on!! YES. MONTHS of movies! i can't even rmb when was the last time i stepped into a movie theatre! home beats going to the movies alone.. =S i feel really outta touch. u know how u get various circle of frens and it's like virtually impossible to always be up to date. =( dun like that feeling. sumtimes, i just can't help but wonder my worth. i rmb blogging sumthing abt "worth".. can't find that post. i think it was, "One's worth is how u treat others..." somewhere along that line. DANG. i seriously think that my memory is terrible. i've also kinda lost track of days! like, wad the...
Friday, February 20, 2009
watched "He's just not that into you" ytd.
awesome movie! hahaha.. guys ought to watch it too! it's sort of a reality check kinda thing. i gotta somewhat agree on the ladies part.. as for the guys, utter cluelessness. hahhaha!! k, i might ask jorden. went to swim again ytd. so many ppl! esp kids having lessons! =S i think i shall stick to Safra's pool in the future. gx n kk were damn hilarious during their life-saving course! =x it casted some doubts.. LOL. done with MBIO notes. today will be AMIC day. moving on! it's so hard to look for S Club's "Rain"! =((
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i seem to blog more during periods of tests n exams.
utterly untimely. LOL. nope, not done with MBIO like i planned to. up till plasmids rite now. still got a long long way to go. i'm getting the same feeling like when i studied for MCT. it's rather a gd thing. BUT, it's no excuse to slack. =( it's always when one needs to concentrate, there's this urge to do every other thing else other than the task at hand. don't we all experience that? HA. was just looking thru the progs offered in uni. yes, i'm thinking abt it again. the changes to come. the future that no one really knows. hmmm...
Monday, February 16, 2009
a BIG sigh of RELIEF.
glad to know that i've managed to secure that crucial 10 mrks in calculations! it ain't my forte, that's for sure. thank God. handed in AMIC today ABCHM TT's DONE! woohoo!~ only 2 more exams papers! gotta score man.. really need to push my GPA up. =S i really really miss the darlings.. esp Pet n Gracie! don't ask why them.. lol. miss Gracie loads more i think.. since i hardly ever really see her. =( ******************************************************************* though it can get s****y, i find that they are the ones who really know me best. i laugh most then. i have real loads of fun and good times. can't always have wad we want, just content that there's sumthing. can't quite put my finger on it. don't know the best words to describe it. it's just sumthing close to the heart. in any case, i'm just thankful. ******************************************************************* gonna start on MBIO notes tmr. hope to finish by tmr as well. professional procrastinator i shall strive not to be. first-class mugger to be on the list, say the least. the future, who knows. the present, take hold. the past, let go.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
ABCHM TT's tmr..
don't feel like doing anything. HA. even though i've spent a lot slping, yes A LOT, i still feel like slping.. it's that kind where u get even more tired when u slp more. now THAT'S sad. LOL.. no mood to be productive. to even lift my notes for a look. gotta rmb to hand in AMIC report tmr! yes, i have STM. i'm bored and my shoulder's hurting again. ARGH.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
done with AMIC report.
just proper referencing left to do. i'm not satisfied with it though. =S it's just this nagging feeling that i've left sumthing out, or done sumthing wrong. been listening to "遗失的美好" on loop. before that was "In love with you" by jacky cheung and regine. i was surprised to find out that it was sung by them! back to Westlife's Coast to Coast. feel like switching it to Michael Learns To Rock. (if i can find it. think it's in my dad's car) fickle. LOL really restless now. don't feel like doing anything at all. can i just waste this day?? haha extremely tempting. ******************************************** on a lighter note, MCT wasn't all that bad. i hope. hahahah.. really need my As! MCT. AMIC. FRENCH. as for MBIO n ABCHM. i have my doubts. =( ********************************************* it was totally nerve wrecking. never expected it. outta the blue. entirely. just couldn't do it! AW was pushing me to spill.. "but but but.." was all i could manage. pathetic. HA. wanted to tell JT abt it, but she was in a hurry to catch her flight. 始终出乎我预料之外。 当我选择不再去想, 却被问得哑口无言。 =S 真的是。。。WLE!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
i jolly well know that i should be studying instead of changing blog skins.. =x
gone thru my notes over and over. praying that i actually remember. i've already confessed that i'm a professional proscrastinator! hahahah.. DISTRACTED. UNSETTLED. IRRITATED. GUILTY. YES. i'm PMS-ing. LOL
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
2 down,
4 and 2 more to go. MBIO tut quiz keeps dragging.. =( MCT TT. ABCHM TT. AMIC report. MBIO exams. AMIC exams. ********************* shan't dwell on it. not gonna change anything.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
it feels great to get it off!
though i'm still thinking abt it, just feels loads lighter. working on AMIC report now.. though i should be studying ABCHM PRACT, MBIO TUT and FRENCH instead. =x cos they are all like on tues! (it's gonna be a LONG LONG day =(( ) i'm still doing sch work anyway! hahaha i think i've got a new occupation: professional procrastinator. lol. not gd at all! no idea why my body's aching. don't really remember dong much ytd? presenter - 2X sound - 1 that's pretty much it? haha.. maybe it was carrying the fish n tanks.. got thrown into the water ytd!! my specs went all the way to bottom of lagoon summore! gd thing managed to find man.. ********************************** leaving for sumthing better, i'm really glad for u =) all the best!
Friday, February 06, 2009
can't you hear her speak?
the leaves on the trees are debating the branches swaying with uncertainty feathered friends expressing their utmost she leads you on sometimes into wonderland taking the weight off your shoulders. she takes your hand bringing you to places. she shows you your real self somehow. when you need someone to just be there, she is. when you need someone to hold you, she will always be. gives you space. gives you relieve. gives you hope. it's not that hard to be content. just gotta learn to appreciate more. even the simplest things. cos if u actually think about it, they mean the most. 我们所认为的理所当然,万万就是最重要的。 想想吧。
Thursday, February 05, 2009
DRAGGY.
**************************** revolutions after revolutions. yet things are at a standstill. thriving in recognition. nourished by acceptance and praise. just to pacify that insecurity. 你所做的一切, 只不过是为了给自己一种安慰。 但有没有想过, 那只是暂时性的? 你不会累吗?不会彷徨吗? 整天过着心惊胆跳的日子,是如此的好呢? 诡计多端,笑里藏刀。。 你认为是真正的你吗? 我可不相信。 说我天真, 说我蠢。 我还是认为人的本性是善良的。 做回自己总是最好,不仍人摆布,也没了心理上的牵累。 真正的你, 早已存在,把它找出来吧。 *************************** 真的是一言难尽。 太久没写华语,“生锈”了!哈哈。。 如果以后有机会在国外深造,会不会把所学到的都还给了老师? 当然,也有某些人所受的要“饮水思源”。 我想,说的方面应该没问题吧。写呢,就不敢有所保证。 最近老是想不该想的事情。 其实没设么该不该,只是令人。。 “一言难尽”。 都说我的语言能力差了。。 哈哈。 目前只希望把这些念头抛到九霄云外, 专心把其他事情做好。 但,说得容易,做得难! ********************* it's too random that i'm blogging in chinese. LOL.. well, gotta crank that gear every once in awhile!
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
MBIO REPORT: DONE
ABCHM INTERVIEW: DONE stuffs that's left: ABCHM PRACT TEST: 10/2 FRENCH ROLE PLAY: 10/2 MBIO TUT QUIZ: 10/2 MCT TERM TEST: 13/2 ABCHM TERM TEST: 16/2 AMIC PBL REPORT(individual): 17/2 MBIO EXAMS: 24/2 AMIC EXAMS: 26/2 ***************** somehow, i feel that i've left sumthing out though. ARGH. anyway, glad that there's at least 2 down! thank God. |