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P R O F I L E.
Amanda 19 exTPS.exAHS. TemasekPoly.BIO T A L K S.
P A S T.
July 2004 August 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
SNIFFLING.
trying very hard to prevent a full blown course of sneezing! =S the air must be really really bad.. too much dust around! =( this may very well mean that i won't be able to go swimming tmr too not going to sch tmr. i'm self-declaring monday a holiday as well! maybe, just maybe.. tues will be included in that plan as well that's if PC doesn't call us back for lec slot. =S last check on to-do list, 2 down. 8 more to go. and till now, there's no updates on SIP O.o right right that should really be the last thing on my mind too bad that i think a lot. hahaha ******************************************* that old malay man who plays the guitar and sings and sometimes a young lad would join him that plump lady who is rather immobile, selling her tits and bits all laid out on the floor that middle-aged lady who sells tissue, often in tow with her that little girl that elderly couple, one playing the tambourine and the other the harmonica the sights and sounds at the train station and yet, packs of ppl just stream past them seemingly oblivious do we just not care anymore? all the hustle and bustle of everyday life have we let wad matters just go by? it's time to reflect. it's time.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
well, BPT proj's done.
as is CSAS interview. happiness =) now, my to-do list till exams: - RTecb Dry Pract test(DONE) - TE PBLs(DONE) - LAST tut 5 Ass (DONE) - LAST graded tut 6 - RTecB pract Ass - LAST pract test - LAST term test - TE term test - BPT exam - RTecB exam + work on 2nd n 9th Aug planning to catch fireworks after work.. should i go squeeze with the crowds?? =S
Friday, July 24, 2009
![]() managed to catch a glimpse of a really gorgeous sunset such vibrant colours. the camera can only get that much of a view i'm thankful that i can see to appreciate the littlest things of creation =) if you can, just spot a part of the moon in there.. just earlier in the day, it poured like nobody's business in the early morn it was cloudy much after then it drizzled around noon it pays to look out the window =) early evening the tones came settling in bringing out great hues of dusk approaching minus the urban skyline, it would otherwise have been perfect. once again, that sunshine after the rain. just reminds me time and time again to persevere until then look forward to seeing THAT sunshine, it is always the best. today was RUSH. our class wasn't inform that tut was combined with TF02! it was at 12pm instead of 2! got the call at 11.15am, rushed like mad to sch plus, i hadn't studied yet! thank God that it was minimal and easy =p done with BPT now onto LAST tut assignment still havent gotten formal footwear =S and a file for the portfolio.. i'd better sort the CSAS stuff properly no point losing marks that can be secured!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
tues - swim
wed - run thurs - ??? (rest?) fri - ??? (most prolly swim) sat - ultimate full body workout = work! hahaha sun - REST. tried 2.4 timing, at least i'm still within my satisfactory range =) even though haven't run proper in ages! haha the lactic acid feels awfully good to feel my heart stretched and having a good pump! after a few rounds in the stadium, headed to the "outdoors" for a change of scenery it's actually quite rejuvenating in a sense even though was kinda tired today to begin with aft all that LAST information on animal nutrition and behaviour! i'm really glad i looked thru that Vit B complex part.. haha.. anyhow, i should get down to work proper. =S
Sunday, July 19, 2009
really happy for them
and hope things go well =) it wasn't all that a shocker surprising? yes. LOL O wells~ where these things are concern, no one knows how things come about i guess it just does. ******************* loving the skies rite now admist all those clouds the rays of the sun still manages bringing things to light can't quite set myself to be in tune with my work restless and distracted instead yea.. i should be tying up loose ends just don't feel like doing it
Friday, July 17, 2009
Change is the only constant
thought of changing the blogskin..
but i'm just too lazy to look for a suitable one. apparently, tmr's gonna be shopping day but no idea where. plus, BPT proj compilation and not forgetting more research for TE PBLs this is when everyone wishes for more hours in a day really really hoping that i won't be "thrown" to UWS for my internship and be able to get sumthing more worthwhile instead. she replied my email saying that she can't promise me anything.. i asked if it was possible to place me somewhere else other than UWS. so how am i supposed to interpret that reply? i think the lecturers are really desperate to get students somewhere, anywhere. yes, i understand that it can be frustrating, of cos it would be. wad did u expect? just wished they'd stop assuming and also understand our stand i always hate to be a burden to others, what more a hassle just hope that they'll come around to it. obviously, no more aussie. but that's ok. ************************************ there's gonna be a solar eclipse on 22nd July! but wad time is it gonna be?! i wanna catch it! why is like everything happening on that day?? anyhow, planning to catch HP soon.. hopefully. just gonna wait till all that buzz blows over so that it'd be less less crowded never quite liked a crowded theatre =S ran into wad seems like my ex-pri schmate he's the one who recognised me when he called my name, i was just stunned couldn't recognise him at all! and until now, i still can't quite rmb how he looked like in pri sch! =x hate it when this happens.. lol but i guess this would always be the case if u were "prominent" in sch there'll be ppl who know ur name, but u just won't know theirs. by "prominent" = really commonly-publicly-seen face. HA. no work this wkend kinda makes me feel uneasy and a tad lost too.. O wells~ time for a breather and prolly some pictures? or maybe not, since there's like tons due soon CSAS portfolio BPT proj TE PBL 1 & 2 LAST lec quiz 2 that's abt it? for now. ********************************** i'm suddenly thinking about you again don't know why just wanna stop i miss my boy. that naughty boy but one who never fails to bring a smile to my face.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
allow me to reminisce
S Club's "Rain" keeps playing on in my head!
too bad it wasn't released =( I miss S Club 7.. totally rmb waking early in the morn to catch them on channel 5, just before school starts! that was like in pri sch.. and during holidays, there's be specials broadcasted! i'd re-watch the series on youtube whenever i'm free and i'll still get hooked =x hahahah i ought to be studying LAST now. but, i'm waiting for dinner. HA. my lappy crashed on me! =(( damn. all my stuff's on it! sch stuff pics memories OH NOOOOOoooooooo! can't turn it on at all now.. just have to see wad my bro can do later. =(( *fingers crossed!* Fish pract tmr.. we'll know if anyone's will jump right off the dissection table drawing blood will be no joke.
Monday, July 13, 2009
perhaps, perhaps.
that plug rite there.
a string perhaps? or simply a see-saw? maybe, just maybe. the reason behind? wad's holding me back? thinking it over and over but my heart's alr saying no. just like in the song, my body's saying go. (not in that context) kinda sorta like decided on not going. YEA, "kinda sorta like".. it's not the hassle of it moolah's one thing but den again, i just get this feeling not to go tis time ard. some might think it's silly to base it on a feeling but i can't ignore it when it's so strong?? SIGH. save the money instead for Uni i guess that's one way to think of it feeling kinda torn if OSIP continues, i think Dr Tibbetts would be the one confused.. how come first approached by these 2 students and in the end, another 2 end up going in their place?! LOL.. sent email to HSA to ask wad happened the "reason" was really just too unexceptable for me at least i hate it when i'm left hanging i hate it when i'm kept in the dark i don't like how that feels pray for me. i hope i made the right decision. no regrets. that's all i want. no regrets. pray with me. the up side for today - my mock lasted for less than 5 mins got in contact with Jay after like months! great to hear from him again =) possible movie date on Fri nite?? hahah..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
ups and downs
that sunshine after the rain is always the best =D
saw a rainbow after work.. that's prolly the best thing for the whole of today. today didn't really start that well. after tossing and turning the whole night before, i was pretty much getting cranky. as i was walking to the mrt, there was a far bit of lightning - it'd surely rain. true enough, after i clocked in for work and changed the entire sky over DL was dusk dark rained and stopped a couple of times.. it just poured a moment ago i guess it's sumtimes better to keep silent there's really no point retorting =( kinda brought my mood down today but at least i didn't blow. the upside? got to interact more with Pet n Pann =D Ah Neh came by with coconuts! timely! at least someone understands and know wad it's like there's comfort in knowing =) last but not least, that rainbow. it wasn't very prominent but it was there. after past few days/wks of crazy happenings this actually brings hope and peace of mind
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
can't she just forward me the email??
her reply to my request - "...nothing much, just mentioned that you were selected.." what now? nothing? just left for the sch to process? hahaha hope that there's no interview!! =S everything smooth smooth frm now on.. wonder wad i'm supposed to do there.. hopefully not paste stickers of course =x i think we're back on track! =) r we? LOL.. o wells~ i think long-term.. don't even try to decode this para. hahaha.. now that it's raining, i'm dreading even more to step out of the house! wad's the worst that can happen if i absent myself from this 1.5hr talk?? LOL.. definitely tempting. come on! going to sch just for that?!?! =( *************************************** [EDIT] !^!%#$$&!@ obviously i'm pissed. i knew it. once again, happy for nothing. HSA first decides to offer a place and now decides to take it away. =(( really no mood to do anything now.. how can they be so fickle??? oh man, i totally wanna rant even more now. it's really disappointments after disappointments on..off..on..off..on..off.. so much for being excited about it at the beginning back at one.
Monday, July 06, 2009
holding
i'm gonna test how long i can hold my breath.
today was very "happening" - BPT pract tis wed was cancelled, leaving only that talk at 4pm. - supposedly no TE pract on thurs, unless he changes his mind. - TE lec at 10am tmr instead of 9. - P.C told Phy n myself that if things get better, Aus OSIP may come back on.. that's even though A has alr sent out that "official" email cancelling it. =.=" can just make up their mind?? SIGH. - A called me at 5.50pm to say that i was chosen for China OSIP.. my first thought: Oh S**t! i tot that since i was and appeared to be so undecided that i wasn't gonna get selected! LOL. BUT.. she continued to say that HSA replied! First reaction: HUH?! o.O What the....?!?!? PTL!! lol.. even though i didn't put down any contact on TP side, they managed to contact someone from BMS?? not BIO? turned down China OSIP and decided to go with HSA instead.. the nerve-wrecking thing is that i didn't receive any email from HSA!! =( A says she'll settle things with HSA.. o wells~ just hope that it's exactly wad i intended to self-secure! really holding my breath. don't wish for this to be another disappointment.. i know, i should be optimistic just that it has happened time and time again really praying that everything goes on smoothly from here on.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
it's all in the mind
i dislike the fact that i'm so easily affected by you.
why?? i'm not even close to you.. haven't known u for very long nor very well. just really turned off by your attitude to people, to things.. makes me wonder how u survive. by your looks?? =S i should set my mind to "switch off" from you. ******************************************* cool rainy day.. stark contrast frm ytd at work. sweltering hot! thus i'm once again with distinct ugly tanlines! o wells~ i wanna just snuggle under my covers and simply do nothing at all how tempting.. lol done with HFLA thingy for TE PBL 1 & 2. looking to strike more things off to-do list! i've got an idea for MP BUT, it's very unlikely to be carried out. WHY? Bcos i know. WH in MMs. hmmm.. decided against China OSIP.. not really interested. just that friday, YM asked if i wanna do internship at UWS HAHAHAHA!!! one big round and back again?!?! but, he couldn't tell me wad's the proj abt.. =.=" say roy haven't confirm HSA still hasn't replied i hope i make the right decision actually, there's no right or wrong well, hope that i make a choice that i won't regret! ******************************************* LAST pract was... the blood just didn't wanna come out! i was alr pressing so hard man.. i think that poor boy just had blood that's really thick =S
Thursday, July 02, 2009
how should i plan for nxt wed??
due to a greatly disappointing news that there would be a compulsory talk for TE students at 4pm then. =(( if there wasn't like it was supposed to be, i'd end sch at latest 12pm. now? 5.30pm, if it doesn't drag.. to make things worse, it's on something i'm entirely not interested about - social entrepreneurship. thought that it'd really be a good time to get all work in order.. looks like i was wrong =( i just want to slp. don't know why.. but, just want to. i wonder how our minds work. in sync with our other organs? doesn't quite seem like it.. it's a bit nerve wrecking exasperating? nah.. prolly not to that point. i suddenly thought of "genie in a bottle" O WELLS~ i realise i just can't speak/write out not here anyways.. it's always in codes. rite? haha.. GO FIGURE! makes it more interesting doesn't it =D LOL. i know it gets on the nerves of some ppl, i can only say sorry!
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
想歪歪的人!
请不要误会,也不要胡思乱想喔! 我所提到的某某不是你们所想到的。hahaha today was entertaining and kinda tiring. Jen was the all-time entertainer, so was the convo on finding a better-half for Cher! kinda draggy due to LAST lec.. haha. the upside, no lec nxt wed! woohoo! tmr onwards, a series of never ending assignments and tests! =D thinking abt China OSIP over and over but i'm really praying that HSA replies soon oh man, it's really "what now?".. =( should i approach linda as back-up?? gotta increase productivity! gotta stop thinking about irrelevant things! gotta move on! gotta keep moving! okies, i kinda suck at this kinda self-motivation by typing it out. it doesn't quire work for me actually =S hahah "Go for it. Life's too short rite?" i wish i had the courage. i wish i had some signs. |